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My therapist bailed, and just days later I already have a fully developed plan.
It'd be so easy. Cheap too. I could easily kill myself tomorrow.
I keep telling myself I'm sticking around for my friend but I know I'm dragging him down, leeching off of him for support.
If I'm gone has one less task to worry about, and all my pain comes to an end.
idk seems like a win-win to me.
Sure he'd be sad for me for a bit.
But he's a busy guy. It's better this way.
I dunno what I'm doing haha. Everything just feels distant and detached for some reason. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Am I supposed to just kill myself now or like. There is so many people here who just fucking talk and maybe it's just I whom no shit gets done for but others.... oh shit even on the internet still get messages. Even you folk that claim to help fucking talk to me and just fucking dip on me. Hahahaha already cutting my wrists so fuck like honestly y'all wouldn't find me till morning anyways. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
"So I've been dealing with this since the day I started medical school which was about 5 months ago . I've done my best to handle it all by myself but I'm fucking done . There's no one around to talk to about it . I was diagnosed with Bell's Palsy in 2015 , it recovered to some extent but didn't go away . For the past 5 years every stranger I've met has in one way or another made fun of me , it was bad but in University it's beyond fucked up . I haven't had a single day when nobody laughed at me because of how FUCKED UP MY FACE IS . I used to be a pretty attractive person , I can't hold my tears while writing all this . I still remember the time when I used to be pretty confident because of the way I looked . Now it's just a dream . Every stranger I've met has in one way or another made fun of me . I am forced to stay alone everyday in school , my anxiety won't let me move a muscle . Whenever or if ever a stranger approach me with a smile , the moment I do the same they get confused and literally the first thing I'm asked is “what the fuck is wrong with your face?†No body wants to be friends with me because they think I'm just a fucking retard who somehow made it into med school . Dating is just a whole another set of nightmares . I get rejected hardcore because of my face which completely disturbs my mental health . I feel helpless right now . Sometimes I get bullied to a point where Its feel like the only way to avoid all this is if either I commit suicide or the person trying to bully is gonna have to pay with their life . I have no fcking idea what to do about it . Someone Please help me out for fuck sake." | Bias/Abuse, Relationship, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Hi everyone, this is my first time posting in this thread so bare with me.
So I've been suffering from depression on and off for years, I'm currently in an off cycle but feel kind of down/low energy but not enough for me to call it depressed. Anyway, I somehow completely forgot about music and haven't listened to it for months. I commute on the bus, and I usually just sit and browse reddit, and when my bf drives me the radio is usually off because I get sensory overload if he tries to talk while the radio is on, so we usually just keep it off.
Anyway, yesterday when I went in the car the Bluetooth function was on as I guess my bf was listening to his music on his way home from work, and it automatically connected to my phone and started playing my music. It was a song by the Jonas brothers (embarrassing) from like 2008, and it just made me so so happy and I started vibing so hard before I had to start work. I seriously forgot about music. I told him now that every time he drives me to work I should play my music to give me a quick happy boost before work. Has anyone else just forgot about something that would give them joy? | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I have been a chronic sufferer of gad all my life. Thanks to klonopin my worries symptons anxieties were gone. But now, the side effects of overdosing on it (which I dont understand cause I only take 2 a day maybe its because my inept doctor upped the dose from 0.5mg to 1) has made my emotions go haywire.
I'm constantly euphoric, spontaneous feeling of deep rage and an impulse to punch and scream. On top of that, being ticked off by little things and become explosive.
If the price to pay to not feel worried all the time is explosive behaviour Id rather take the other. I have recurred to smoking to calm myself. Right now Im a step away of losing control over and really lose myself go in a blind beastly rage.
Since I cant see my inept doctor (the only doctor i can afford) till last day of march. I decided to cut down the pill to one dose a day and Im cosidering splittling the dose myself to see if their are improvements. | Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I have been through a very hard life, from my single parent mother being addicted to drugs, being in Foster care for 7 years, to being homeless for 6 years. I have and had finally gotten myself where I needed to be. I got a puppy I love dearly and has been my Emotional Support animal. I do everything in life for him now. I finally got my own place after 4 years. I have a great job that I am happy to go to and I can afford to pay my bills and all of my habits/ needs. Today I got a notice to vacat after spending months fighting over Landlord Obligations. I lost my old job a month ago because of the emotional distress that I was in. I literally told my manager "How can i care about someones remote not working and sit with all sincerity to trouble shoot, and I go home everyday to no heat and my dog shaking uncontrollable, but keeps a smile on his face for me?" I was unable to pay my electric bill, so they are trying to evict me on the premise of breaking the lease. All of this is breaking my faith. I am trying so hard, but everytime I get a head there's something trying to break me. Today I have fallen back into my depression and cant help but say it's better to give my pup away to someone more stable and kill myself. I cant keep going and dealing with uncertainty or being homeless. I try so hard everyday, to just get pushed back into the void. It took me losing myself and being at the end and seeing the darkness as a comfort, for me to get to where I am now. Yet, it seems life wants me to go back there. I am numb and ready. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
My workplace is on the 46th floor. In theory, suicide should be so easy. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I'm aware of why I'm doing it. I hate my life right now, and I am scared of the future. The past is a warm safe blanket full of photos, videos, and messages to remind me of what used to be, and the people who used to be in it. I hate getting older. I want to reach out to some of these old friends from 10 years ago. Is it even worth it? They've all moved on, but I haven't. I don't want to delete these memories, but I feel like I have to at this point. Any other suggestions? | Life Transitions | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I have never understood the distinction between therapy like CBT which tries to train you to think more positively to reduce or eliminate depression, which is sort of the underlying belief of most psychology thinking, versus the sentiment that one cannot think themselves out of depression.
Could someone explain to me how these two sides can reconcile with each other? | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
have been feeling incredibly self conscious, depressed and terrible about my own self and my self as a sexual being. I constantly compare myself sexually with other partners my s/o has had Bc she will talk about them (not trying to hurt me) but I am so extremely self conscious that I can't even masturbate. It's enough to ruin my day sometimes and even bleed into other parts of my life and relationships. I feel so terribly low that I don't feel the love from my s/o even though she tries her hardest. I love her and want to propose but I can't do that right now Bc of how im feeling. I want to feel loved and not so bad about myself. I can't seem to find a direction in life either and don't know or have any idea of what my future will look like. I'm at a point of giving up and I don't know what to do to even help myself. I've tried medicines and therapy for over 2 years but it's just not helped me for some reason. Is there anything you guys could share with me on how I can help myself? | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I wish i had the guts to kill myself | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I tried to kill myself in school..I realized a caring girlfriend would be equal to 100 friends.So except trying to get things you wouldn't like,I'm searching for a girlfriend.I prefer online since no one would be interested in me with my social skills and the red in my neck | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Today I came home and was excited to play a video game. But it just...didn't feel right. I felt like I hadn't played it in a long time even though I played yesterday. I felt like I did when I was a kid and really sad over the summer doing nothing all day. I felt really weird.
Anyone else experience this? | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Hey, i'm Anwen, I have a dissociative personality disorder aka DID. I guess that's just important info, i'm hella depressed, I don't enjoy anything anymore, I don't want to talk to people, friends have started leaving me because my disorder is getting worse, nobody knows or understands my disorder, I hate my situation overall and I genuinely want to die... | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
:(( not sure wats wrong with me. i think i've been feeling ok lately, content. now i'm having bad thoughts again. i'm overwhelmed. i feel so alone... no one actually gives a shit about how i feel. it won't end :( i think i was meant to commit suicide. i feel stupid for trying to be positive. I got an actual 60% on this assignment at school and it fucked with me. i cried in the bathroom stall and cut myself up like the pathetic idiot i am. i'm so tired of myself. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I have a speech in my second language due for tomorrow but I can't get out of bed. It feels like there is a lump in my throat and a weight on my chest that i can't shake off. I know i need to get this work done but thinking about it makes me anxious and worsens this depressive state I've fallen into | Finance/Career, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
So I had a breakdown around 6 months ago, have yet to recover from it, although I'm due to go back to uni at the end of the month, so little by little I'm sorting my life out.
Unfortunately this has done sweet fuck all to improve my mood and I'm still suicidal. I think that going back to uni (in a course that requires I have bare arms for practicals/placements) and having people see my recent self harm scarring is going to be the final straw that pushes me over the edge.
The thought of it makes me feel physically sick, honestly it'll be a miracle if I'm alive by easter. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
This post won't make sense, and you don't have to read it but i need to vent so here it goes.
i fee so alone and useless, im not good at anything, i'm suppose to graduate uni next year, i'll be 21 next month and have never had a job, the only friends i have are the ones i made in high school because i'm incapable of making friends now, i can't have a conversation with anyone for more than two mins because i'm not interesting, i have nothing to say because my life is boring because i have no friends. none ever genuinely wants to talk to me, none ever texts me first, and in person they just talk to me because i'm /there/ not because they want to.
i just feel so alone and i'm tired | Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I wish I could die in a natural way or just die but not my killing myself I wouldn't want to put my family through the pain of knowing I killer myself but sometimes I wish I could just get killed in a freak accident | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Another shitty summer, another Christmas...I can't do it. I lost my job. Most friends are gone. Parents don't speak to me. Most recent humiliation was a guy from my past. Noone loves me. I wanna go. | Bias/Abuse, Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I‘m considering suicide methods now and I was wondering if electrocution is good option. Is 220 Volts enough to kill an adult? | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
my mind will not shut the fuck up and i cant handle it. just want to fucking die. too fucking anxious to function anymore | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I can't fucking do anything right. I'm a dumbass that keeps finding new ways to ruin everything for myself despite anything I do. I just keep messing everything up. I can't even do basic stuff that's easy for everyone. I'm pathetic. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
What will we do when we're left with the shattered memories of a long lost pain, left in a turmoil of physical strain, we have nothing left but a guilt to obtain. Now we feel undead tonight, left to ourselves we take to a purposeless flight. We do not know where to go, and with everything that's happened we've come up with nothing left to show. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Got in touch with this young guy and cannot figure d him anymore..I hope is fine. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I'm not sure if it's just me but do you guys ever have the thought that maybe you're just faking all this and overreacting and you've worried everyone for nothing? | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I was brutally raped for 2 months. By my best friends boyfriend. My best friend died of cancer. A month later her boyfriend messaged me saying he just needed a friend. I went over that night to his place. I regret ever doing that. He drugged and raped me. The next morning he threatened me. Told me if I didn't keep giving him what he wanted he would kill me and himself. I was terrified.
For 2 months every day I let him bias and rape me. Out of fear. I eventually started to get myself so drunk I'd just pass out.
I'd wake up bloody and bruised. He'd wake up ready to do it all over again.
I'm now so fucked in the head from this experience I find myself missing him. I hate these thoughts. They never go away. I don't want to think this way anymore. I've tried everything. Nothing works.
I want to die so I can never feel this way again. It's been years of feeling this way. The void is calling my name. | Bias/Abuse | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
In October, I was assaulted by my then ex-boyfriend. Even though we had broken up in August, I had reached out to him because he was one of the few people who knew that it was the year anniversary of the first time I was assaulted. And then he raped me.
Since then, nothing has been good for me. I've had to withdraw from the semester because I've been too depressed to go to any classes. My relationships are falling apart because I'm not acting like myself anymore and no one wants to be around me. Or maybe I just want to be alone, I don't know. I don't sleep at night because I don't feel safe in my own bed after what happened. And I feel like there's no one I can talk to about anything because they're all sick of hearing about it. Even the people I know I can trust aren't options. If I told my mom or dad, they'd make me move back home, and that would just make things so much worse. My closest friends would try to push me to get hospitalized, which my family can't afford. I stopped seeing my therapist because I felt like whenever I tried to open up emotionally, she would change the subject. I don't know what to do or who to talk to anymore.
I've wanted to kill myself before, and I've actually had several suicide attempts. Something about this time feels different. I know what I would do, and I'm not sure if I'm more afraid that it would actually work this time, or afraid of the slight possibility I could still survive. I know I don't want to die, really, and that I just want the pain to stop. But there's nothing I can do that makes anything feel easier anymore and I don't know if I have the energy to keep trying.
I'm not sure what I'm hoping to get from posting here. I'm not even sure if I want to kill myself yet. I just don't have anyone else I can talk to but I need someone to hear that I'm struggling right now. | Bias/Abuse, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
my life is worth nothing, yesterday my roommate raped me and now i'm scared of him, me and my bf broke up, it's just time to end this, if i end it now i won't feel like i have anything that i might as well finish, i have set the time, 6:30 tonight. is there any better way than a gun | Bias/Abuse, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
On mobile so if my formatting sucks, well that's another thing I've failed at.
I've been fighting my whole life to survive. I was severely biasd and neglected as a child. My childhood was a constant battle, being beaten, starved, mentally biasd and broken down.
As a teen I was sexually assaulted at 14 by step brother then my “best friend†at 15. Still being mentally biasd by my mother. Which led to a suicide attempt at 16, I took a bottle of Xanax and oxy. Sadly, I was found woke up in the hospital having a tube being shoved down my throat and the taste of charcoal. Soon after I got in a relationship with a man who cut me off from my friends and family. Beat me and made to tell me how worthless I am on a daily basis. Got away at 18 almost 19. Which involved him stalking me and terrorizing me. Ive been struggling with a eating disorder that whole time. At 19 met my soon to be ex husband he was never abusive just clueless, everything I did was never good enough. Never validated my feelings. I had 5 children from 21-29. I left my husband at 30, got in a relationship with another man. Who ended up abusing me. He raped me, beat me, and mentally biasd me. He also introduced me to drugs. Now I've been struggling with addiction, and an eating disorder. I left him 4 months in that was last year. Pressed charges, my soon to be ex husband has given me a place to stay because he needs the nanny. But his mom is moving in. And I'm going to be homeless, I know my kids deserve so much more than a mentally broken mother who is so withdrawn. So I gave custody freely to him. I am so tired of struggling with my thoughts. I have been fighting my whole life. I can't anymore.
I have a plan next week to get a hotel and make it look like a accidental overdose so my ex gets all the life insurance money.
Btw this post can't even be linked to me, I have two phones. My main one is the one everyone knows about. I use a vpm on this phone. So there's no way they would know I posted this when I took my life.
I just don't think I can do it anymore. | Bias/Abuse, Finance/Career, Relationship, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Hi,
As the title suggests, where to go or how to help yourself where my options are severely limited?
My GP can only organise pills for me. I have no way of acquiring a therapist. I have been severely depressed for past couple of weeks and mildly since about November.
I don't have a trusted parent, sibling or a friend that I could open up to. I tried a while ago but I ask to support me in functioning day to day, pushing me to work and they just tell me they're sorry or they wish they could help. You know, the empty "You can talk to me, it will get better". Then they cut contact. My boyfriend just says he doesn't know how to help me and has phases of randomly complimenting me or texting me to tell me he loves me for two days straight then he forgets all about it. I'm sure he tries his best but I just wish I had more support and he says "he can't help me anymore than he does" everytime. I feel so trapped. I always have to pretend I'm fine. I always cover up with humor. It seems like I'm insincere or dramatic when I finally snap and just say I'm a mess.
I can't afford a therapist. My university counselling office won't help me. They offered a suicide hotline numbers (?) and "we're sorry but this isn't a psychological support that we do here".
How to cope? Where to go?
Edit: Please don't advertise religion/cults to me. I'm not interested and heavily despise brainwash without any real therapeutical value. | Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
The only thing stopping me is my mom. I love her so much and I don't want to disappoint her, especially since she literally watched her dad die from alcoholism, her siblings die without her even getting the chance to know them, my siblings weaving in and out of addiction, my own father being an alcoholic and not sobering up until after I left for college...I was the golden child of the family, the one that supposedly did everything right. I was raped multiple times and became an alcoholic, so I'm far from perfect and definitely don't feel like I deserve to be alive. I can't find a job. My marriage is falling apart. I feel so alone. But I feel like I deserve it; but my family doesn't deserve this if I decide to go through with it. | Relationship, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I've been in a serious depressive episode for a couple months and I've always been able to say “at least I do good in schoolâ€. I need to do good so I can go to a good university after I graduate from this shitty community college and after studying my ass off I thought I actually did well on my midterms but I just barely scraped by. I can't get over how awful I feel and I know I'm overreacting. I know it's not the end of the world and I can improve my grades but I feel like a fucking idiot who can't do anything right and I know all of my professors are probably laughing at how terrible my tests were. All I want to do is cut myself and lay in bed during spring break because I don't deserve to do anything else. Why can't I just think rationally about this shit instead of blowing it out of proportion? It's probably my autism coming through. I told myself it would get better. It's not. I planned March 20th for my suicide. I cant fucking wait. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
today was really rough for me, as i've struggled with my gender identity for almost 2 years now. my boyfriend says that he'll love me no matter what, even if i decide i'm happier as a girl instead of a boy like i've convinced myself. we're both trans and afab, but i'm having my doubts. he told me today that he'd never leave me, but that only made my depression spiral back down. i've talked to him, and he told me all these coping mechanisms, but they never work.
my one "coping mechanism" is having the knowledge of the thing i want to hurt myself with is within my reach. i have a utility knife that i wanna use for my own safety in college, but for now i really wanna cut myself with it.
i'm scared to try and kms again, but when i tried to open up to my family about being trans, they tell me that i haven't given it enough thought and that i don't know what i want (i'm 17 and have known i hated being a girl since i hit puberty at 10).
i don't wanna attempt again, but i'm desperate. i wanna be okay. | Life Transitions | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
So for the last two years I thought I had depression. A few days ago I was diagnosed with depression. I'm starting to think I don't have depression and I'm just a bitch and I don't know how to tell if that's the case. The weirdest thing is, over the last month I've been increasingly feeling well. My life is shit becausd I missed lits of school and so I worry a lot, but that's normal. Other than that I feel.. fine. I don't feel depressed. Could it be that this is temporary or does this mean I don't have depression. The other thing is I was given pills but the thing is I don't want to take pills that might fuck me if I'm feeling ok atm. Advice?????? I need to make some decisions fast | Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Hi. I have had a bit of a rough day and honestly it feels like my thoughts are actually killing me. So I really feel like I need to express my feelings right now.
So my thoughts are just gonna be thrown out there so without further ado....
I think I suck. At everything...my job, having friends, just...everything really. It honestly feels like I cannot just work like a human being.
Now don't get me wrong, i don't hate life. I have things I rather love about life such as my family and my job including the people I work with.
And everyone keeps telling me how "nice" and "good" I am at my job such as winning a rather "employee of the month" sorta thing but as strange as this seems....
I struggle to believe them. Now of course I'm not calling them liars I just find it to hard to believe. I know that sounds rather stupid but I honestly just can't help feel this way.
As I said I truly love my job and everyone there but that is honestly where most of my self esteem comes from so constantly thinking I'm horrible at it is obviously not a good cycle.
Now as for everything else apart from my job, well I will just break it down like this:
I'm at overweight, ugly, shy, embarssing and awkward guy that honestly anyone could cringe at talking to. And of course I'm trying to overcome some of these things like the overweight part but...I'm honestly losing hope at this point and it's giving thoughts of doing something silly to my self.
Sorry about this silly dump of self pity but I actually couldn't think of what else to do.
Thanks for reading and have a good rest day. | Bias/Abuse, Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Previously I posted in r/Assistance that I got out of debt reselling stuff... Everything was going very well until I wanted to make an order for things I already got paid for. Accidentally deposited to a phishing site that looked and acted exactly like the original one. Now instead of being 2000 USD in debt, I'm in 12000 USD debt.
And yesterday was my first suicide attempt... It would be successfull if my dad didn't come early from work. Five more minutes and I'd be dead. I don't know if it's good I didn't die. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I'm in kind of a hole. Almost 4 months of no work now. All i do is get high. I don't go out with friends anymore. I don't leave the house anymore, only to buy weed. I've gotten kind of anxious of people. And very very bitter in general.
Does anyone relate? Do you have any tips of how to get out of this?
I'm in therapy. And i promise myself every night that tomorrow will be different, but that usually only lasts like a day or two and then I go back into bed. | Finance/Career, Relationship, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Hi,
First post on this sub in a while but I'm at a loss of what to do
I'm so fed up of feeling numb and tired and like I don't want to exist and my brain is so fogged that I cant think straight
I'm trying everything - taking the pills, doing the therapy, seeking advice and just nothing seems to be helping
I don't like my job, but I also don't want to resign without anything else lined up and all of the experts and forums and advice systems just suggest trying to 'think in a more positive manner' and I'm really trying but it just feels hopeless, I get 5 minutes of 'maybe this will be OK!' then immediately back to the grey reality
I've started applying for new jobs as my current manager has suggested that we get through year end then if I'm still feeling the same way then perhaps I should look elsewhere
so I kind of don't see the point in actually trying until year end as if I'm not staying then who am I impressing?
I have a 1:1 later so I guess I'll find out if it's time to leave
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has anyone had this ? can anyone help?
sorry just a brain dump
cheers | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Most days I feel like I want to kill my self. I find it so hard to carry on sometimes. I spoke to the well being people yesterday but it wasn't any help and it 3 months waiting to talk to some one over the phone | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I mean I'm going to live in my parents basement until I die so what does it matter if I'm gay or straight. Not like I'll actually do anything about it. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Title says it all, i did a full upper body workout to cope with the thoughts in my head. Blasting twenty one pilots 🤘
Today was a pretty shit day, i had bad hair the entire day which was shit. And i got home and the voices returned and kept telling me i was piece of shit.
Ive got one question, how do you learn to love yourself? | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
why should i continue suffering? because it will get better? fuck this. that is not necessarily true. it can get worse. and it has been getting worse for years now. so just fuck it. i am just going to end it. nothing matters in the end. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I was bullied through out my school years, especially in high school. At the time I thought it was the darkest part of my life. I'm in my early 30s and now that I consider those times "the good ol' days" it really goes to show how low I've sank. | Bias/Abuse | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
My depression has been at its worst recently and I've been trying desperately to find a therapist. The people I usually go through have told me it's a 9 month waiting list and I honestly don't think I'll be able to wait that long so they suggested someone else. I checked their website and applied for therapy and managed to book an assessment appointment for next month. I slept easier last night at the thought that I'd be getting help soon only to wake up this morning to a notification on my phone saying they had cancelled my appointment as they no longer help people in my area.
I'm just so sick of trying to help myself. I know it's not their fault for not being able to help me, but just that brief feeling of hope meant so much to me. They shouldn't allow people to apply if they aren't going to be able to help or at least have a warning up. Everywhere I've looked so far has said to either wait, go to A&E or call 111 IF it's an emergency. What classifies as an emergency? Because I'm almost certain I wouldn't be considered one and I don't want to waste their time considering the NHS is already stretched thin. I'd pay for a therapist if I had the means but I can barely afford to feed myself right now. I just don't know what to do from here but I don't want to give up. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Well I think about doing it but I can't even commit to doing just because of the pressure of being the only male to carry the family name | Bias/Abuse | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Married to a great guy, two great kids, a job that pays well in the field I went to school for, cuddly cats and dogs.
But I'm bipolar II, major depression issues, anxiety ridden. It's all so much. Inside is empty. I don't want to have sex with my wonderful husband (or anyone). I don't want to go out. I drag myself in late to work every day. I've been skipping showers because it's such a hassle.
I'm on meds, trileptal, sertraline, lorazepam. I haven't been to my therapist in a while because I don't really want to talk about it. I think about flipping my car on the highway a lot.
I want to switch careers but I'm scared. I want to have a libido again. I want to be the mother my girls deserve. I want to return the loyalty of my staff with enthusiasm and energy.
Everything is just...off. | Finance/Career, Relationship, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Literally everything is falling apart. I don't know how much more I can take, or want to. I understand that pain makes you stronger but at this point I'm just numb, and I'm not learning from these setbacks. I feel like all the effort I put to try and make my life something worth living is just not yielding anything while everyone else is just getting ahead. I don't know how to get motivated or even get up anymore. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I don't know if anyone will see this, but today feels different. I think I'm leaving soon | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I can't deal with this today fuck | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
(I'm not a native english speaker, sorry for all the grammatical errors)
I feel like I'm a fucking idiot and that the only reason I succeeded at school was because I was working hard, until now. I'm in my first year of college and the second semester started about a month ago but I feel like everything is falling appart. Two teachers barked at me while strongly implying that I was fucking dumb, I studied for several hours for a test and I ended up failing miserably while most of the class (who didn't study at all) found the test super easy. The worse thing is that the place I'm studying at wasn't even the one my high school teachers recommended me to go, thinking it was "too easy" for me, but I went to study here anyway because I felt like I wouldn't psychologically handle the option my high school teachers were recommending me to go to (in fact the day before my math finals in hs I was paralyzed on my bed for more than 30min and couldn't stop cyring thinking I wouldn't pass it despite the days I spent studying it). So currently I feel like that I'm just a dumb idiot and that everyone else is simply smarter than me, and the sole reason as to why I succeeded until now was because I cared about my grades but many didn't. I don't know what to do, I don't even know if I even deserve to post something here, I find myself ridiculous and I'm starting to skip meals. | Bias/Abuse, Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I'm starting to feel like nothing matters anymore and i want to die, my "friends" just make fun of me for no reason and nothing feels like a meaning anymore, I feel like just lying in bed all day and do nothing. I was it would all end | Bias/Abuse, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I started to hurt myself when i was 14 i am 15 now and i have no idea what to do. I am only happy when i am with my girlfriend who is in the same class. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
"Not myself, not others I'm gonna fail out of the online school I was pressured to get into, because I can't make myself try, because I'm pretty universally and consistently useless Anytime I can die would be great, the sooner the better" | Bias/Abuse, Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I am feeling sick. Anxious. I need some help please | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
That's all I really needed to say, just kind of sick of going all day without being so much as acknowledged by those around me. Hope all y'all are doing ok | Bias/Abuse | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Sometimes I just cant even. I hate school so much, I hate everything about it. I hate all kinds of work too, I'm so fucking tired of all off it, having to work hard and try all the time and its still fucking useless, I still cant do jack shit and I'm a completely useless piece of human garbage. I hate life I wanna fucking die seriously | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I understand losing a job. Losing your mom. Getting cheated on and finding out about it in the most cliche possible way. Losing hope in everything. I was so self destructive before and after. Just wanted to not feel. Way before any of this shit started to happen. It's difficult accepting and understanding what's happened in the past has effectively shaped you in a negative and positive way. But most of us stop there. I'm stopped there. The negative way, it's so easy to get caught in that loop. We can be right about some things but it doesn't change anything. I say I can't believe I've gotten this bad for good. I won't bore anyone with details of my childhood as we all have a few nights worth of stories. Just know you always have a decision and it's yours. Right now it's pretty hard at 25 years old I've let myself be manipulated by my own father and my ex. I remember at a younger age feeling like I don't deserve to feel sad and I shouldn't. Now I think it's just a plain joke and I'm being tested. Not religious or whatever didn't mean that but fuck, life is getting a little too real. I just got a letter from my school they approved a grade change appeal. I just stopped showing up. For 2 semesters. I have my suspicion due to the community I'm from and the major/degree I was going in for they are tight knit and had my back(if you're from this community you will probably know). When I received the letter my first response was anger that they would let someone like me back. But it's time to be done with all my self searching. For so long I would be thinking what could I change/tweak about me to make more people like me. What can I change to make me think that I don't care about what people think even though that was on my mind 99% of the time and stressing me out. I've been stuck in the past and it's time to move on. It's unfortunate that for so many of us we know something is wrong and we want to change. So many of us don't know how. I still don't know how. But I'm going to fucking start. I'm starting here. My next step is doing less things that don't get me anywhere and more thing that move me forward. Thanks for reading. | Bias/Abuse, Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I'm really worried I will never receive them or that they are fake because I paid a lot for those and there are my only hope at a peaceful death. My other option is taking 30 pills of ibuprofen and opening an artery | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I thought my depression had lessened because i was feeling things again, but i have been sober for 2 months now and i think it was probably just the alcohol, because i don't feel like i have been becoming a lot more numb lately, not being sad feels good at least but i think a lot of the happiness has gone with it, i feel so bored. | Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I deserve to suffer for everything I have done. I hope I continue to feel pain so I can make up for the shit I caused. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
When I will turn 18 I want to kill myself. I feel like I am just a waste of space and my "friends" are staying with me because they pity me. Every time when I think about myself I see a failure that will never be able to do anything good. So, I'm asking for advices, what should I do? (I'm very lost in my mind) | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Does anyone know specific names of cleaning products to mix to kill oneself? | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
When I told my mom I was depressed, she told me she used to have depression too so she gets where I'm coming from. The only thing is, she thinks mine is mild like hers was, but I can't bring myself to tell her how everyday I think about killing myself. I wish i could somehow be better and go back to being happy, but I know I'm fucked beyond repair. I have no hope in anything and I'm scared of the future because I don't see myself in it. I need help but I'm so embarrassed to tell anyone I have depression and idk why. I feel like I don't deserve their help. I should just stay quiet and suffer on my own. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
21, M, in college. Homeless in college. I feel so sad, so mad, it's all really bad. I feel as if there's nothing to really do. I feel stressed all the time. The only thing that keeps me going is music. I sing and play guitar and write songs everyday and post a new album about every month. Currently learning how to mix and record music on my own. That's the only thing that makes me happy. Just going to continue writing and recording songs until I'm 30, then end it all. By then I'll hopefully sound really nice with all those years of practice. I've thought of this idea two weeks ago, and I feel a bit better. Don't worry as much, since I know it'll all end soon. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
People say self isolating is bad and you shouldn't do it and should surround yourself with friends and family but honestly sometimes self isolating is less hurtful. Self isolation protects me from the disappointment of other people's actions. I can be there for every single other person whatever reason and whenever and the second I'm sinking no one seems to notice or no one seems to take it seriously enough to really care. When all u get is disappointment when you see these people it gets draining so yeah that's why I self isolate. I'm sick of getting hurt by getting disappointed. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
But I still feel like it's an inevitable thing. Even if I am scared of dying I feel like at some point I'll just kill myself on autopilot | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I didn't know that overdoses were rarely successful until reading through this subreddit, I was planning on overdosing with tramadol hydrochloride, I was hoping to make it quick & peaceful but now I will have to consider another method. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
In all seriousness though. A reason to stay in bed for like a week and if it killed me I honestly wouldn't be mad.... | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Title says it all.
I have degrees but I have no confidence, I suffer from social anxiety and I have little work experience.
I lost all my friends years ago.
No romantic interest because I don't leave the house except for a morning run.
I feel totally lost. I have no idea what I am doing.
My parents are worried. I have let them down. They keep asking me what my plans are and I have no answer.
I don't want to see any family on my birthday. I am embarassed.
There is something fundamentally wrong with me. Is it depression? Maybe I am in a trance. I just keep repeating the same things day after day with no idea how to change. | Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
"When I was 15-16 years old, I posted here in my darkest moments. I couldn't see any reason to keep living. I thought I was nothing special and the next 8 years seemed like an endless slog. You can look through my post history if you want. Since then, I graduated college and graduate school. I have traveled the world. I swam with bioluminescent algae in Indonesia. I've hiked among alpacas in Peru. I learned to speak Spanish fluently and connected with people around the world, and in my own country, who speak Spanish too. I've published my writing i multiple publications. I have fallen in love and had my heart broken several times. I realized I'm gay, came out, and I'm with the most amazing woman. I have a career that I love where I help people every day. I can honestly say that depression may be a lifelong struggle for me, but it is possible to recover and develop tools to cope with it. Every day is a manageable challenge now. Every day I am grateful to just be alive. I am SO GLAD that I didn't kill myself 8 years ago. I never would have known how beautiful my life could become. Before you think about killing yourself, remember that you don't know how beautiful your life could become. How could you? You have no way of knowing until you get there. But you need to be alive." | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
If you're reading this, then chances are you're alive. Why haven't you killed yourself yet?
I'm trying to find my reason. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I live abroad (Netherlands) and I my friend from Chicago is really struggling with depression. I want to do anything I can in order to help him, but I can do only so much from this far, and I feel useless/helpless. He can't afford professional help, yet he wants to and no therapist is taking his insurance. Is there anyone that can give me some advice? | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Was freaking out yesterday, broke crap and screamed and cussed about his money problems and stuff, then calmed down. Well he's back at it again today. Saying I don't do anything around the house, and admitted that my brother has apparently been texting him and talk crap about me behind my back as well. Saying that I should do more to help out cause he apparently thinks I can keep up by myself with our two story house and doesn't realize I'm depressed cause he's an idiot. Then my dad start screaming about how I'm making his life hard and how I should just leave. And that he's gonna start charging me rent and if I can't afford I can get out of his house. I have work in a few hours and I don't think I can go. Not only cause I need him for a ride but how am I supposed to function at work after this. I'm literally holding one of my dads handguns in my lap that he gave me for self defense if ever needed. I've never thought so hard or wanted so bad to just quit being a wimp and pull the trigger? Should I? I don't see a point in going on. If I do, I'll just have to go through this all over again. I want it over. I'm also thinking of sending a photo to my brother, at least to scare the crap out of him. Maybe then he'll think twice before talking behind my back to a man who's mentally unstable again. | Bias/Abuse, Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I'm tired of faking confidence, because if you're not confident, no one will talk to you. I'm tired of faking happiness. I'm tired of being me. If you look at my post history, its all just complaining because I have no one else to tell, so I come to reddit. Complaining is all I'm good for. I dont have any worth, and my whole life is evidence that proves it. If I had the balls to actually kill myself, I probably would, but I'm afraid of hurting myself and death. I just can't take it anymore. I know that no one will save me, so I guess I'm just doomed to a life of below negative self esteem, perpetual loneliness and feeling sorry for myself. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I'm so tired of the rollercoaster ride of this mental illness. I know i have come a long way, but the depression and anxiety is always in the back talking to me. At times I want to give up because I'm so tired of facking and fighting the demons in my head. I try so hard to stay positive, but at the end of the day those emotions come back telling myself that it's not worth it. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Just that. I don't know what to do anymore. You know that "scream" painting by Edvard Munch? I pretty much feel like that. :( I really just need someone to talk to. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I am mature student in, Toxic class mates, basically today i was older than the teacher i hate myself i want die, i had car accident 2 years ago i wish i died in it why i have to live to see this, every goddamn person i know has done much more than me in his life, i hate myself, i live in the 4th floor best thing is jumping | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I feel sick of living. I want my pain to end. I want to die but know I can't. I know I have the strong potential to be judged for typing this but I don't care any fucking more. I'm tearing up as I write this, so go ahead and fucking say what you're gonna fucking say.
My reasons you will probably laugh at if I told you. Would probably tell me this and that and other shit. Tell me to get the fuck over it but again, I'm at the point where I look at ways to kill myself knowing I CAN'T. Because I know I will fuck up other people.
I am in living fucking Purgatory.
Whatever. Say what ever the fuck you're gonna goddamn say. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
It all started 2 years ago when on my 15th birthday my friend gifted me a video game called CSGO and I though it was gonna be the best thing ever as I was new to gaming. Then I met a guy from the UK by the name Nukes on steam ( a gaming platform) and he was good friends with me for a year we used to play sometimes and chit chat about csgo trading and stuff. And then my next birthday I decided to buying a $100 steam wallet code with all my saving of past year + birthday money ( its a big deal for me as I dont have a job yet student nor rich) and Nukes told me his ideas and how it would be great if I could send it to him and he could get me profit from trading items in the game ( he was on steam for 3-4 years already) so like any innocent person I went with it. Then it started. Me finding out he lied to me and started blackmailing me, acting racist to me, forcing me to do stuff like shaving my eveybrows and calling his friend the n word on tape if I wanted my money back, I was naive and though if this is how I could get my money back it wont be a big deal. It went on from there, he moved on to asking my socials and always under the pretext one last thing you need to do, I was getting severely cyber bullied and biasd day and night but didn't tell anyone and use to cry everyday at night. He even went on stalk my youtube channel make more false promises, message my real life friends when I tried to block him and lure me back. It has made me really sucidal over the last 2 years and now I can't live with this anymore. I never though like would be this bad and for my lost money I would lose so much more as far as my will to live. | Bias/Abuse | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Idk if this is the right place to express this concern. Recently i had a big fight with my bff we said a lot of bad things, in a month it will be his birthday and he is going to invite other friends of him and i am so afraid they will all hate me i mean i can't blame it i am an awful person | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I‘ve been depressed since i was 14, but today was my 22nd birthday and i finally managed to let my feelings out. I can‘t tell anyone so at least i can post it here. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
And so, I have 5 years, 30 minutes till I kill myself.
I don't like celebrating my birthday anymorex, not since I was 19. But I'm living with my parents and they insist on taking me for lunch tomorrow, with my grandma.
I dont wanna go to school either. We'll be buying cake for me and another girl whose birthday was earlier this week but it makes me extremely anxious just to have ppl know it is my birthday because I just don't enjoy living anymore, I have no friends in this city, I isolate myself more and more everyday, and I feel that makes me look pathetic and sad before everyone's eyes.
Only good thing, found put my mom bought some bluetooth earphones as my gift.
I'm so fucking tired. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Pressured to succeed with school, jobs, life.
Gets treated awfully at the same time.
No one to talk to.
My will to live is fading.
These days I've thought about what day I should kill myself on.
Maybe on my birthday, may 21
I'm too weak to carry on
I see no other option | Bias/Abuse | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
My mom is literary the only person in the world who truly cares about me. For everyone else, I pretty much just exist in the background, or people just use me. I have had periods of intense depression in my life and there have been so many times when I've contemplated self harm, but never dared to actually take action just because I thought about how much my mom loves me and how sad she would be if I hurt myself. She has done so much for me, & I don't think I could ever be half as good a mom as she was. When I was in the hospital for pretty much a whole year in tremendous pain, I never even had 1 visitor, but I didn't really care that my friends didn't visit me for a year, because she never left me and that was more than enough.
The past month or so, she's been suffering with her own health issues, which have now grown so severe the doctors are almost positive it's cancer or ALS. I'm trying to keep my hopes up that this is just some kind of short term problem, but every day it worsens, the more I can't stop myself from thinking about the possibility of life without her. And that's a thought that I cannot bear. Life would be pointless and I would truly be all on my own. I want nothing more than to be able to take away her pain. | Relationship, Loss and Grief | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
My mom is my best friend and she's going through cancer right now. I spend every moment with her. I've been dealing with depression for over 10 years. In November I had a close call where I almost killed myself. I think about doing it still. If my mom dies I just don't think I will be able to hang on. I don't know what to do. | Loss and Grief | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
My wife passed of cancer 4 years ago this May. After about 2 years I was starting to come out of the depression and turn everything around. I have money, nice cars, nice home and have managed to have an amazing woman in my life again that understands all that I have dealt with. I know Im not the only one with this type of story but I need to share. At 50 years old I have alot going, full time musician and always busy. In other words my life is very good but I feel finished. I'm tired and still suffer from depression. I don't drink or do drugs. I work out almost every day, have had therapy and cannot shake what goes on in my head. I didn't kill myself because of our 23 year old son otherwise I would've been gone long ago. If anybody reads this I'm just sharing my thoughts and I too go through life not wanting to be here. Honestly the worlds a pretty shitty place to be but there is alot of good out there somewhere. | Loss and Grief | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
just noticed this. Why I don't have any lifelong friends from elementary or middle school like everyone else does, or why I never had a boyfriend from my hometown of state. I don't have the same humor, mindset, hobbies or interests of these fucking people but I won't conform to them either. Don't even sound like any of them. Living in the Bay Area makes it even worse cause there's this new cancer generation of tech assholes over here. Everyone's the same..fake
No ones kind or genuine anymore
Never felt comfortable here and now it's below fucking 0
Want to kill myself, I'm never getting out of here | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I'm a 21 year old and my birthday is in two week's (st.Patrick's day), my entire life has been rough. From the moment I was born I had heart issue's and growing up I had a growth deficiency, to then my ribs growing in words and crushing my lung's along with asthma. That's just a small portion but it sums it up. From losing my dad at 15 when I finally was at an age to do thing's he liked which I developed a love for because I got to hangout with him, to then never being able to do them again and having to retire from hockey and sports because my lungs are so small due to my chest issues. Everyone left, I had nobody when I lost my dad, I spent years silent, didn't talk to anyone, same racial expression everyday. I dragged myself out of the hole, then life continues and people keep coming and going and destroying me on the way out with friends betraying me and relationships being cheated on. I've never been good enough for anyone. My mother doesn't speak to me anymore, she'll go through my siblings to contact me. She also moved across the usa. Finally I've hit a point where I just don't want to keep praying for better day‘s. It's been 6 years of in and out of hospitals for mental issues and thing's just never get better. I then lost my best friends dad from cancer whose family took me in when I was on the brink of ending it all and they helped me get better and it worked until my previous relationship. I mean I was happy again. Like I felt normal. I wasn't crying every morning and every night. I was excited for the day. But it's been about 9 months since that and I've cut the world off and I haven't spoke to anyone in week's bc nobody ever tried to contact me and it was always me reaching out so I stop tried. I have no confidence left and I have no chill anymore, I'm just the guy that's there with his headphones in always. I'm tired. I can't seem to do anything right. I just want to be at peace, I don't want to be here but I can't do that to my siblings. Even tho we don't get along well I don't want them to enter a depressed state like I've gone through for years. I'm just running out of energy and idk how much longer I can do it until I just say fuck it and be done and end it, end my pain. Nobody seem's to care about my pain so idk why I should care about anyone else's anymore. I've always been the person who will help anyone even if I barely know them. But nobody does it for me.. | Relationship, Loss and Grief, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I've slowly killed myself over the past decade. Would smoke 5 spliffs and a pack of cigarettes per day and only eat garbage. I'm 27 now.
I now constantly live with the fear of getting cancer. I now constantly live with the fear of getting cancer. I now worry that this period gave me cancer too.
This is no life. I can't do this anymore. I'm convinced I'll get cancer. I wish I could just quickly end it so I'm finally at peace. | Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
All my friends live out of town. I had to go no contact with my mom again. Usually the only person i speak to on the day to day is my 8 yr old. Im 29 and don't know how to make friends. Occasionally someone moe extroverted will make friends with me but it always ends with them taking advantage of my kindness so i have to drop them from my life. Im tired of being alone. Im tired of being disabled. Im tired of all my mental illnesses. Im tired of wanting to die. I need to be held so bad. A judge once told my mom she shouldn't have had kids. He was right. I didn't ask for this. Im in therapy and on antidepressants but its not enough. I just want it to be over. | Relationship, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I might become homeless. Just had an episode and spent my savings, can't bring myself to work more than
15 hours a week.
I binged on xanies and fucked a stranger the other night, I've been hanging out with a married man. The man I really love can't handle me but won't let me go for some fucking reason. I have no support system, everyone's only halfway there for me because I'm just too unpredictable and sick for anyone to consistently keep up with my needs.
I just turned 26, I wanted to do something with my life by now, I can't even handle a ft job and my adulthood has been a clusterfuck of mental illness and grief. I need to be on drugs but I'm terrified of them bc I'm so low functioning that my life will be ruined if they make me any worse. It's been like this for years. Years!!!!!! I don't know how to get better, I see my other mentally ill friends not getting better, and the older I get the more worried I am that I'll have no choice but to concede to the reality of a lifelong struggle w/o much hope for anything even remotely resembling security/ property/ prosperity/ FAMILY
I'm jealous of high functioning people.
I just want to be that someday.
I'm so tired.
Thanks for reading | Finance/Career, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
This has been happening to me recently. The dreams are very vivid and it feels like I'm back in that time. My child years were pretty decent. It feels like I'm in a different realm/world now because of mental illness which is primarily depression and dissociation. | Life Transitions | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I been thinking about religion. Like if you believe their is a God. Well he or she since God created man and women. Well God is the only super hero. I started to believe in a God since DINOSAURS. Even I try to pray to a God to take me back to 1994. Even my life is going no where. I have a mental illness called schizophrenia where the brain cognitive is dysfunctional. Hallucinations and hearing voices that arent their. Which makes me think solipsism. But hell im no God when I believe a God. Since I didnt create clouds trees or even DINOSAURS. I admit mental illness has no path of success. Even I want to give up to pray for a new one cause im getting old. If I could live forever I would cause dying isnt going to get better. It only gets better to a human that isnt God. Don't you think if their is a God that he or she would remember everything? | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
For the past ten years my mum has been unwell with autoimmune diseases, and two years ago my dad injured his spine at work and had to have spinal surgery. I feel like no matter how great I feel (I've been on antidepressants for almost two years now) it's always in the back of my mind that my parents are suffering from illness and injury everyday and it kills me. I'm very close to my parents and I hate seeing them like this. I don't know how to cope? | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I've had depression for as long as I can remember and I can't make any lasting friendships, let alone date anyone. My severe acne gives me really bad anxiety and makes me undesirable and I've tried getting rid of it but nothing works. I've been in stationary therapy for half a year after a suicide attempt. For a while everything was fine, I got a voluntary job in child care and felt like I had a purpose but now, 2 Months in, I am a raging alcoholic and feel like dying again. I feel like everyone hates me and I don't know why. I don't know if I am really insecure or suffering from a mental illness. I really need help but don't know how to get it because I am too scared to reach out. | Relationship, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I have chronic mental illness, no desire to have kids, and little desire to be in a relationship. I feel like I'm holding out until my Dad dies because I know loosing me would break his heart.
I anticipate another 5-10 years but am unsure if I should rent and save no money or attempt to mortgage a condo. I want to do whatever would be both comfortable for the time I am living and economically viable for those still here after I go.
A few months ago I was really having a hard time and was unsure if I would even make it this far. Medication has helped a lot but I just have little desire to exist for a full human lifespan. I know I am not the only one. | Loss and Grief, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Since I started college, my life has gone downhill because of my health. I'm only 21, but I have multiple illnesses that will only make life miserable for me. On top of depression and anxiety, I also have chronic fatigue syndrome, chronic pelvic pain syndrome, migraines, and porn-induced erectile dysfunction. I hate my life and just want to die. | Health Concerns, Life Transitions | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I was diagnosed with borderline disability and it's making me suicidal and homicidal. I've never accomplished anything in my life I have no ged, no job, no licence all I want to do is get a ged so I can go to college to study a trade. Why do people with learning disability have to take the same test as people who don't have learning disability of course it would be easier for them but for us the test feels like a foreign language to me. Also I'm going to be homeless because of me nobody else fault my parents want me to stay but if they die I will be homeless anyways. | Finance/Career, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
"Hey everyone. I'm 22 years old and ever since I was 9 my father has been sexually abusing me. He also verbally berates me and physically biass me. I've never been able to get evidence of his crimes documented. My mother is so brainwashed she no longer protects me. I finally called the police because I was so sick of the bias and now I'm afraid that I may have fucked up. I have no money and due to my autism and physical disability's I can't work. I feel stuck and for the first time in years I legitimately want to end my life. I see no way out. I was foolish to believe anyone would help me. I don't know what to do." | Bias/Abuse, Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |