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I would rather kill myself than hurt other people so why the fuck did that even occur to me? My therapist told me I'm meant to be alive and hugged me and I don't even know why because how could I be meant to be alive if I have thoughts like this? What's the point? It honestly feels like depression or ptsd or whatever this is has stripped me of normal human emotions and humanity and I'm just like this vacuum moving around undetected that people, like my therapist, fail to see is awful and unlovable and unfixable. I don't feel anything in conversations, I have trouble with empathy sometimes. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
It did take a long time after we got together to believe he wouldn't, but now I actually believe he'd lay down his life to protect me. And I don't think I deserve that. I'm just so sad and filled with so much self-loathing today. The memories literally make me sick, make me vomit, which I don't need to be doing right now after a major surgery. I just want to erase it all. | Relationship, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Kind of starting to worry that I’m doing something really wrong. Now I’m wondering if I should even attempt talking to him anymore or if I should just block him and move on. What would you do in this situation? --- **tl;dr**: I think I’m getting ghosted by the guy I like and now idk what to do ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
In the dream, he kept telling me to do it as he cut himself deeper and deeper in his arm. Then he said I’m gonna do it, all because of you too. You deserve to die, then at the end of the dream he kept holding me down to put a knife against my throat and said this is how it ends, just do it yourself.” I am also looking into talking to someone I can somewhat relate to on this, talking to your friends about this typically doesn’t help me. Thank you for listening. | Bias/Abuse, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I need information. As emotional as I am right now, I know I'm not thinking straight and am probably missing something as I research on my own. Any advice, any info, any resource, or organizations that I can apply to to help pay for this is greatly appreciated. I'm in Kansas if that helps... Thank you. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
They discharged me. I told a nurse at a health clinic though, where I got sutured, that I just can't deal with the PTSD anymore, and I feel awful on this injection of flupentixol. I'm suicidal. I'm suicidal, and I keep thinking I should just go through with it this time. But this is a cry for help: what should I do? | Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I've been in therapy (and will go back soon now) but I've never had to practice harm reduction around self harm--I need practical advice. I know that because I've never felt so out of control than last night when I was hitting myself. TL;DR I got drunk last night, destroyed my room, and hit myself on the head hard enough to give myself welts for the first time in my adult life. I need advice on not doing this self harm crap. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
All I can do is think about how bad finals are going to be. I hate it so much. I'm going to be so tired. I'm going to fail. My grades are so low I have to do great to keep them above passing. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I didn't want any of this.. I literally had NO CHOICE in ANY of this!!! If I didn't have kids I would not be here, 100%. I pray every night that I would just die in my sleep... then LOL no sleep, no death, just lots of screaming in my head and ruminating anxious thoughts, bad memories on top of bad memories. THIS is hell. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Went to my first survivors of incest mtg yesterday. Sexually abused between 4/5-8/9. Have been crying for the last 3 hours and can’t think of anything else except how lonely and how much of a failure I’ve become. I’ve been in therapy since 19 but hadn’t disclosed to ANYONE about the sexual abuse by my two brothers. Then I was forced to disclose to my therapist the truth about the abuse when one of the brothers reached out to me one random day saying he wanted to perform sexual acts on me. | Bias/Abuse, Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Sure enough she always sends us home. Every Wednesday I feel intense dread. I'm afraid to go into work the next day. A few of u may remember but just about a week ago I contemplated suicide. I always have anxiety and sadness. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Hi. So, my husband is emotionally and mentally abusive. I've tried to leave several times but he threatens to kill himself if I do, by crashing his car or running into traffic. However, I have nowhere to go even if I do. My family dosent want/can't afford to have me live with them again. | Bias/Abuse, Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
One instance was last year when I graduated from college. There was something in me that couldnt believe and accept that I’m finally done with college. Fast forward to today, next week will mark my 1st year anniversary at work. Part of me wants to enjoy it with my parents, co-workers, and friends but another part of me wants to just forget about it and spend it as an ordinary day. Anything I should do? | Life Transitions | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Except now, the boyfriend's taken up drinking as he did before and has fallen back into his verbal and physically abusive habits. I'm not willing to take this anymore and I honestly fear for my safety when he has these psychotic mood swings. I have nowhere to go, though. No family or friends in this area and honestly, the area my family does live in was a "living with druggies" situation I do not want to be forced back into. I don't know what to do. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I do not want to hurt anybody. The therapist says it is self punishment, that I want these people to tell me what a piece of shit I am to verify what I already believe. But I never ever think of it like that at the time. I feel better if they are kind, and ambivalent or a tiny bit worse if they are cold and clinical. If it is unconscious, well I am getting sick of that idea. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
To make a long story short I suffer from anxiety, depression and PTSD due to past abuse since I was pretty young and recently had to move back home due to a traumatic event/mental health making it hard for me to survive on my own. This has made it very hard for me to be able to work/make money and support myself so my mother (being the kind woman she is) has helped out in feeding me but we're both low on food now and I feel horribly guilty and responsible. I'm trying every option I have out of desperation (this and a few other subreddits) and in the process of applying for assistance. Until then things are gonna be rough. If anyone can help out in ANY way I will really appreciate it. | Bias/Abuse, Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
She thinks instead I should ask if I can read him how it has impacted me since this has happened. I don't know what to do. It's coming up so quickly and I'm feeling a twinge of anxiety as it gets closer. I keep telling myself I did everything I possibly could and that I should do what feels right to me even if it means I may feel like I'm going backwards at times. I also have to make a decision on if I want a permanent restraining order or a non violent contact order. | Bias/Abuse, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I feel like one of my worst symptoms is nightmares. Not because they are overly terrifying, I don't wake up covered in sweat or out of breath. I just wake up feeling mentally and to a lesser degree physically exhausted. It just ruins my mood for the day and feels so hard to snap out of. I mostly just dream of killing my family and friends, or other random people, or people killing me or people dying. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
The welfare office foe my county is too far and i can't get there without transportation to ask for help. I don't have any friends or family that can or are willing to take my cat and I. And i cannot get rid of my cat because he is my ESA and the only thing keeping me sane at this point. What do i do when i feel like i don't have any other options. Even though this is my fault because i'm an idiot. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
And it may be a bit out of context, but I do have to thank my 4 best men for being here with me all the way, I couldn’t do this without them. Finally, we are here at the present day. It’s been 2 years since we broke up. My ex still hates me with a burning passion, but I have learned to ignore it and have mostly moved on from the experience. I don’t hold any sort of animosity towards her, but I have had the tendency to start to drift off and start pitying myself and reflecting out loud a bit too much when in conversation with my dear friend. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Etc etc etc. ". My brain takes this one little choice -should I go back in the water- and blows it up so big that I spend 20 minutes trying to figure out what I should do, and I end up frozen unable to make ANY decision. Does this happen to anyone else? How do you deal with this? | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
My coworkers began noticing that was no longer their happy-go-lucky little teen, but a quiet and distanced serial-killer-faced old woman. I had become less focused and very accident-prone. I was losing my grip and they became increasingly worried about me. They automatically assumed that it had something to do with M; when I didn’t respond to them or look at them, their suspicions were confirmed. They told me that I should leave him, but said nothing and never took that advice. | Bias/Abuse, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I won't go into too much detail but what stems off of that is thoughts of being and feeling worthless like I'm not good enough for anyone and that I'm undeserving of the good things given to me but then another thought stems off of that one which would be something along the lines of me thinking how stupid I was acting and then another thought after that and so on. Another little thing I'd like to add is that that I seriously struggle seeing my own self worth and how much I mean to my friends and family (who are all amazing by the way I love them all so much). Eventually on fairly rare occasions those thoughts tend to lead to depression, paranoia that people around me hate me and don't want anything to do with me, dissociation with reality and then finally the rock bottom of that would be thoughts of suicide (though I've never acted out on these thoughts or would ever want to) and the occasional anxiety attack where I feel nauseous, my heart beats really fast, my limbs feel like jelly, heavy breathing, I feel panicked and I just want to get out of the situation as quickly as possible. Other than that though I'm quite optimistic and I tend to be a genuinely upbeat and happy person! I'm seeing someone about these problems but I just thought I'd ask if anyone has any extra advice they could give if things start to get a bit out of control. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I've been trying to act like nothing happened but I can't stop thinking about all this. I feel weird that i'm even thinking about it so much. I should just brush it off. Everyone keeps telling me I should go for it. Even my guy friends, which I assumed would agree with me feeling gross about all this. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I literally felt her lose interest in talking to me as I said that. She asked me some basic questions and then suggested that I go into walk-in counseling that my school offers because she doesn't want to waste MY time being there. I told her that it wasnt a waste of my time and that I'm here because I want to get better. This was only my second time meeting her and we never delved into any of the main issues that I was facing but she brushed me off so quickly all because I wasn't sobbing my eyes out or felf like committing suicide. She acknowledged the fact that I wanted to stay and talk about other things in therapy but she proceeding to rush me out. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I dont know what to do to be liked again, i guess it would be different if she had hated me from the beginning but that just isnt the case. She also hates my boyfriend and doesnt allow him anywhere near her house. I cant move because the rent is only $500 and I cant afford anything else, and yes, I do have a job. I've even asked her why she thinks I'm so stupid and she said "because nobody taught you these things" so I guess shes helping, it's just hard to know that I'm a failure. I try to meditate and to think very very very deep before I say anything, like to try and think of every outcome and if it might make her hate me more then I shouldnt say it. | Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I was so desperate that I tried asking some of my family members for help. My mom doesn't given shit, recently leased a new truck. My brother is such an ass hole. My aunt (who recently bought a vacation home in Houston) told me "Maybe you can talk it out with your parents, take care we're going to Europe." ALL I DESIRE IS A QUICK AND PAINLESS WAY OUT. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
i have been so depressed these past couple weeks ever since i got back from vacation normal life and reality has hit me and its terrible. im 19 i havent moved out yet i dont really have a sufficient job i have one but its not enough money for me to support myself. at least i have a car and im taking online classes so. i feel stuck in this stupid fucking town. empty and alone man i just want someone to love me dude but im ugly and fat and worthless and no one is ever going to see im worth the chance. its just one thing after another to worry about. why not end it now before i really fuck up and become miserable? i dont see the point in going on im just really down right now i dont know what to do )): all there is darkness idk how to get out of this hole i hate myself i hate my body i hate my life i dont think it will ever get better | Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Hi..I don't know where else to go. I am devastated right now, feeling like I'm spiraling out of control, I feel so fucking numb from crying my lungs out. Even my best friend is no longer supportive, my family, parents at home are shit. I have no real friends who care, and I can't be bothered to do anything right now, I just want to sleep without waking up to see another morning. I feel so fucking pathetic and shit, I cut myself regularly now and I'm having so much fucking self pity, I'm pretending to be normal because I don't want to lose my best friend, the only person who has helped me come this far from previous suicidal attempts. But suppressing it makes it so much fucking worse I feel like nobody fucking cares, no matter how many times I shout for help. No one close to me cares. I don't know what to do. I'm leaning towards paracetamol poisoning all over again, if I die I die, If I don't I try a different method. I just feel like absolute shit, jobless. I regret everything in my life, every fucking thing, I don't know who to trust anymore, I don't even have a fucking shoulder to lean on while crying my lungs out. Im in a LDR, from past 6 months, (not prior to that) as she's studying overseas, I can't even fucking have her hold me in her arms when I'm feeling like shit. She is the best and supportive, and my best friend but I can't hurt her by harming myself so It's a fucking struggle. I just feel so enraged and angry at everything..I can't fucking find a job due to covid-19. Sometimes it feels like If I had some money to get myself kicked off I can go near her and find a job and at least stay sane. But right now it all seems so fucking impossible I feel like I'm such a fucking mess and I just wish to fucking die right now, I feel so much burden when I inhale, I just want to die. I got no where else to go. I am planning on consuming meds tonight I just can't do it anymore. | Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I wish I was prettier. I wish I didn't feel like a burden, I wish I wasn't so broken. I wish I was more charismatic and not weird around strangers and I wish I wasn't so nice. I wish I didn't feel like I'm a loser with a pathetic, boring life. I wish I wasn't so hard to make friends with and I just wish I was different. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
This is a weird question, but is there someplace I can call and talk to someone before I go? I don't want to be talked out of it. I just want one last, good conversation. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I'm just venting into the void because I feel bad for constantly annoying my friends but I has an epiphany 20 minutes ago that like...yeah I'm absolutely going to die single and unloved. I have friends and family but literally no one wants me romantically. All I attract are toxic folks that just suck the energy out of me. I just had to cut things off with this guy I was really into because I realized he just used me and didn't care about me but now I'm like maybe I should just stick with him but at least I can pretend he cares about me. Or at least wants to fuck me. That's probably the best I can get.
I'm never going to have a healthy romantic relationship and I'm gonna learn to accept that but for tonight...I cry.
I'm just too ugly. Not interesting enough. Not funny enough. Not thin enough. My ass isn't fat enough. Waist aint small enough. Not smart enough.
But hey in a few years I'll have a kid on my own and I'll pour all the love I never had into the lil human so they don't end up like me. Broken and unlovable.
I'm spiraling. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Hey guys. Last week, i went through the roughest day that ocd has ever thrown at me, which pushed me to finally tell my mom that I was going through severe anxiety (OCD) and I didn't know what to do anymore.
I can't walk down the street without worrying about whether or not I knocked someone over without realizing it, or bumped someone into the road without realizing it, or worrying about a rabid animal biting me without realizing it and dying from rabies, or worrying about stepping on a needle infected with HIV, or worrying about a homeless person infecting me with HIV/something worse without me realizing it.
I can't drive without worrying about whether I hit a pedestrian without realizing it on that right turn, or that left turn, or if that green light was really green or did I just run a red light and run over a pedestrian crossing without realizing it?
I can't get near moving water without worrying about the brain eating amoeba. If I get splashed in the face, Ill freak out internally for the rest of the day. I can't eat food without worrying about it being poisoned or worrying about tapeworms.
I can't have a basic conversation without worrying about whether something I say will come back to haunt me
I KNOW these things are stupid and will probably never happen, but my brain keeps on throwing me the “what if?†and I won't be able to move on. I'll even get physically affected by my anxiety- my eyes will burn and it will get harder to breathe
Anyway, my mom set up an appointment for a psychiatrist (I'm 18 and I'm still not smart enough/have enough money to set one up myself, I feel worthless already, pls don't remind me) and I went there today.
The guy seemed like a good guy and everything, and made me sign paperwork as I was talking to him and everything, and everything was cool. On the way out, my mom asked the guy how much the bill would be, and he said it would be around 300 dollars for the first visit and around 150 for every visit after that.
I've been so upset ever since. I feel so bad. I told my mom I didn't feel good going to a psychiatrist if it would be that expensive, but she's super super supportive and insists on me getting help (she goes through anxiety too, to a lesser extent).
Then, my brain got the idea that what if the papers the guy made me sign was really a contract that would come back to haunt me later (ex-what if I signed away part of my future income,etc.) it sounds so stupid and it is. My brain just sees everything as a threat and is stuck in a perpetual fight or flight mode
Anyway, I don't know what to do. I feel Iike for the past eight months I've just been a drain on my parents and everyone around me. All I am is a burden that can't even make myself happy. I feel like if I don't go to anymore appointments with this psychiatrist, I'll have thrown away 300 bucks of my mom's money for no reason, but if I do go to another appointment with him, I'll cost her 150 a pop. I feel like I'm taking advantage of people and I feel like I'm too stupid to get my act together. I just want to be able to be happy again and have peace of mind. I've watched myself literally go nuts and I don't know what to do anymore. To add to it, this is all in my head. I can't even tell reality from obsession anymore. This whole battle that I've fought for the last eight months is all in my head. I'm not doing anything productive by fighting OCD. I'm just wasting my time and I feel like ocd is just my excuse for being worthless. I just feel so hopeless and guilty. | Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I don't know when I will pass. I don't know how many people will know or care. I only want this to say to my parents and siblings and all relatives: I'm sorry. I'm greatly sorry. I will miss you all. But, I cannot continue the journey.
I wasn't blessed with looks, brains, talents, or really anything. My passions fizzle out and every ounce of optimism is but a coping tool for misery. I cannot continue down this road. All of those who pass me by, I know I wasn't worth your time, but just know how blessed you are. With looks, brains, talents.
Deep down maybe it is just a series of self inflicted devilish mistakes in manipulation and childhood traumas of sexual and psychological bias. I blame myself wholeheartedly for all my actions and I blame myself for the actions made against me. I am a wretch. I am terrible.
The only thing I can die with is hoping to meet a loving God. Or perhaps that I was a lonely god. One who created a world from loneliness. One who dreamt it all up. But, with all the suffering and pain and lost desires, God may have forsaken me. And if this is just a Dream then i made one terrible dream.
I don't really want to die. But I need to. It's time I must be going. Mom, everytime you see anything that reminds you of me. Know that I'm sorry. I'm truly sorry.
With love,
Another | Bias/Abuse | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Been fighting with depression for a couple of years now and it has been an uphill battle. Just talked to my doctor yesterday and got diagnosed with bipolar on top of my PTSD from the military. I'm so scared and feel like I have no one to talk to about it. I'm afraid of reaching out to friends out of fear of them leaving me. I only have my brother and I'm scared of how he's going to react since our mother had bipolar as well and ended up committing suicide when I was 15 and he was 18. I just want to be normal and be able to talk about this with someone. Anyone that knows what I'm going through or would like to reach out is appreciated. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Been fighting with depression for a couple of years now and it has been an uphill battle. Just talked to my doctor yesterday and got diagnosed with bipolar on top of my PTSD from the military. I'm so scared and feel like I have no one to talk to about it. I'm afraid of reaching out to friends out of fear of them leaving me. I only have my brother and I'm scared of how he's going to react since our mother had bipolar as well and ended up committing suicide when I was 15 and he was 18. I just want to be normal and be able to talk about this with someone. Anyone that knows what I'm going through or would like to reach out is appreciated. | Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I have no one to talk to. I am 30 years old. I had a girlfrend. We were together for 8 years. We were talking about getting merried, move together. But last week she said she is leaving me. I am broken. Now I do not know how to move on. I realised that i do not have friends, have to live with my parents, have a job which I hate. Why should I live. When i wake up in the morning my first taught is to kill myself. I was thinkig abot killing myself before. But now i am serious about suicide. I will just go and buy a rope and hang myself. Who would miss me? Nobody. It would be better for everyone if i was death. I see a lot of people with perfect lives. Why i can not be like them. I do not know what to do. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Today's the day to get out of bed! Get off that couch, or get the hell out of that chair, y'all. Start by sitting up wherever you are right this second.
Right now, I want you to take a deep breath in through your nose, and slowly breathe it out through your mouth. Take another deep breath in, this time focus on the roof of your mouth and your tongue; relax those muscles, let your tongue fall away from the roof of your mouth, and breathe all the way out. Repeat this breathing technique, focusing further on your lungs and your rib cage. Feel each breath slowly touching your nostrils, pulling downward into your chest, filling your lungs. Consider your posture now, letting your shoulders roll back and your neck pull up as your lungs fill with fresh air.
Your body is likely sore from sleeping too much, or not enough, and I know that story all too well.
You're alive today, and I challenge you to stand up, stretch the body your mind has been neglecting, and get into the shower. Practice the breathing technique in the shower or a hot bath, being mindful of how your body feels. Listen to it when it speaks today. You've got this! | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I used to be perfectly normal and then Physics hit me. I am constantly flunking tests and even when I'm relaxing or watching tv I either feel ok or literally want to vanish and hang my self. I get a lot of mood swings going from neutral, happy, sad with neutral and super sad everyday. I always hold a happy face literally acting ok and happy and I can't take it. No one really cares about me anyway and it feels unbearable or I'm quite happy. It's been 2 years of this and I'm seriously might end it but subconsciously I feel like if I tell someone it is making me seem like a wimp for not being able to do it and dishonours real depressed people. But the only thing that keeps me going is setting goals like I want to be a programmer or play video games or my brother. | Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I've bought this all on myself. I have a porn and sex addiction that has lead me to chest on my girlfriend. We have decided to try and make it work but I can't stop the thoughts of regret and hatred to myself. I feel like the only thing that would help me and my girlfriend move on would be me out if the situation. I don't think I could physically go through with it but the thoughts are always there.
Not really looking for advice but happy to hear anything anyone has to say it's just been a help writing this down | Relationship, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I can't anymore, I've tried for about 5 year now. All I got was kicks and punches from life. I fail daily tasks and cannot control myself. I hurt my surrounding and hate myself the most. I am suffering so much, yet I can't bring myself over to pull the trigger or cut with the knife. I've been going to therapy for a while but there's nothing changed, no help either. I'm thinking about taking an overdose of meds, but I don't know if it will work. If not I cannot live with the afterwards consequences I have to face. I cannot bear to live another single day either.
I am just so done.
If anyone I know sees this, thanks for nothing.
Thanks for thinking you're trying, yet you just secretly watched me slowly dying.
I hope humanity gets eradicated within the next decades. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I feel sick whenever someone praises me, or says anything optimistic directed towards me.
It feels disgusting, as if they're lying to my face. My mind tells me they have to be lying. They *have* to, else everything I've established in my head about myself is destroyed.
Can anyone relate? | Bias/Abuse | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
When I'm asleep I can't feel like I'm drowning like I constantly feel I am. I feel so empty and lost on a daily basis and just hide behind a fake smile. I don't have the drive anymore. I feel so alone in this world. Don't have anyone to talk to or anything.. I've asked my “friends†if they wanted to go to six flags cause I have a season pass and can get people in super cheap
Or free and they all just dust me off. It's sucks. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I was gonna drink some laundry detergent on the 5th of last month. So, I went to do the deed, and we were OUT. I was enraged. Now that I'm looking back on it, it might be a sign to keep living, but I really doubt that. I just wanna die, I can't even do that. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Okay, here it goes. I don't really care if this isn't a throwaway account, it's whatever.
During the beginning of my teenage years, (13) I didn't care about anything, how i looked, or anything of that sort. Looking in mirrors was fine, and life was good.
When i hit 14 i sent a really horrible selfie of myself to a group of online friends, was bullied really bad for it, and so on. From then on i've been incredibly alert of myself, if you know what i mean.
I stayed with this friend group because they were the only people i knew and could talk to, my parents hated me for being gay, and my brothers only took in their footsteps. After this, i just completely broke down, got so insecure that i wore a jacket for a year because i was so scared of anyone seeing me. That ended when i was 14.
I stopped because i just decided to stop feeling sorry for myself and that i was the only problem in that situation. Since then, it's only gotten worse. I now spend all time i can get in my room, under a blanket, won't call anyone because i don't want anyone to hear how bad i sound, don't let anyone see me because of how bad i look, etc.
I've attempted suicide once, and that one time my dad walked in on me trying to hang myself. I've given it lots of thought since then, and honestly, every day it feels like a better option.
I don't know why i'm posting this, something in me told me to post this here. Hope everyone reading this has a fantastic day, though. | Bias/Abuse, Life Transitions | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
My brother is married, they're expecting a baby, and now it's as if my parents have written me off altogether. My dad visited recently, he stayed with my brother, and I went to visit them everyday. But I knew my dad wouldn't have missed me if I wasn't there. Even before he left he said to my brother and sister in law that it was great seeing them both. He then remembered I was there too and quickly said "you three".
I've always known I'm the least favourite. The dispensible one. But to see that my dad actually might prefer my sister in law. I understand. I love her too. I suppose I failed at life and this is its way of pushing me out? | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
My life is probably the worst it's been in awhile. My parents basically tortured me as a child and now it's gotten to the point I don't talk to anyone. Not once. I used to be somewhat popular and have a lot of friends. Now since I've been here having suicidal thoughts and attempts, I pushed everyone away making me feel even worse it just feeds it self and I feel like the only out is death. Does anyone else feel this way? | Bias/Abuse, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Nobody actually likes me, not a single person I know values me and has interest in me as a friend or a best friend , I just suck and I'm so easily replaced, I don't want to live anymore feeling this empty | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I really don't have any evidence on this, but I have this feeling my GF cheated (or still is) on me. I have told her about this and we try different things to strengthen the trust again but nothing really works. This is ruining our relationship that was going great until this. It all started with me thinking that my friend and her were very friendly with each other, plus they shared a lot in common. That idea grew in my head at one point I had convinced myself it was true. I don't know if it's true or not I confronted both of them, but of course they denied it. Doesn't help that my friend is always lying about things (small things at times) and after telling him the situation he hated me and began acting like a dick and showed me a side of him I never knew. I understand people will do and say things that they don't mean when mad but he said some mean things lol. We ended up talking things out after I almost fought him because of the slimy shit he did. At the time I thought it was real but now I think it was to avoid the fight. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
It can always get better but it can always get worse too. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I feel like people are controlling every aspect of my life. My anxiety is so severe I can't leave the house and all I want to do is find a way to end it. Can someone help me find an easy way out? | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I can't take this anymore. I've been wanting to buy a pocket pistol or similar weapon to off myself with for the past few days now, and I've been doing the research. I live in SE Michigan, drive for money (can't afford a living), and have been studying to get a certification for IT so I can maybe get a job at a geek squad. Also been looking at getting a job as a Pharmacy tech. Yes, my dad is autistic, so I may not consume the media that you do, but I assure you I will be far from a burden in your life, if you so choose to... adopt me... I'm running out of steam and ideas, and I refuse to let myself become a burnout when I had nothing but good intentions. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I was getting better... until I ruined everything. Now everyone hates me. I have nobody to turn to until my therapy appointment on Saturday...it's too far away...how am I supposed to show my face in school tomorrow when even my best friends hate me now? I'm failing chemistry. My teachers a pervert. I want to die soon. I'm done. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
on the morning of February 16 2020 i took my cat to the emergency vet to have her checked out. she was extremely skinny and was not moving and hadnt eaten or used the bathroom in 2 days. she barely wanted to be around anyone and her muscules were so weak she couldnt even use her back legs or stand. she would just drag herself to where she wanted to go then lay down exhausted. i thought she was going to die the night before but miraculously she survived but was still extremely weak and exhausted looking.
so again i gave her her medicine and she finished it. only to find out this year she would have to be put to sleep. i never intended to hurt you misty, i never wanted you to get so sick. every morning i cry my eyes out wishing you were here with me on my bed or licking my hand or even meowing that cute little "hello" meow you used to do. every day i think about the what ifs and the if onlys. i cant even smell or look at certain things anymore, i cant smile or be happy anymore without my baby.
i bought a box cutter last week because i was seriously contemplating ending my own life because of the horrible guilt. i feel like i murdered that cat. i feel like i purposefully let her get sick and die . i felt like she didnt need to be euthanized. it was my responsibility to make sure you got your medicine and i fucked up so bad. i dont want to live anymore feeling like this. im so sorry my sweet baby kitty. how can i help my grandmother if i failed to help you? i feel like im the only one in the world dealing with this situation. i know im not, but i just want to fucking die. i hate existing. everyday i wake up im reminded that my cat is gone. my best friend, my baby is dead and i caused it and i want to throw up. i hate living i want to die and just not feel anything im so sorry misty im so sorry | Loss and Grief | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I just turned 20 and am beginning college this year since I haven't had money for it and I don't count with my moms support in any way. Last year a lot of things happened that made me spiral into a terrible depression and lost my job because of it. Since then things have just progressively gotten worse and I can't find a new job. Where I live there isn't much places to work at since it's a small town yet I can't seem to find in one place. It makes me super sad to see that everyone is doing fine while I'm doing nothing with my life and it makes me feel like a failure. I know I could be doing so much better and greater things but I just don't know where to start. I wish I had my moms support like other kids do but it's not the case and I have to do things on my own, but I feel like everything is a giant and I'm a speck of dust, what can I do to better my situation or feel better and more positive about it? | Finance/Career, Life Transitions | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Recently, im going through a severe depressive episode and I did some things I would not have otherwise done that are now affecting my mental health further and affecting someone I love.
I would like to hear those with severe depression talk about whether they feel they have the ability to consent and make decisions on sensitive matters during severe depressive episodes.
It feels like society tells everyone that it is their fault if they make a bad decision, that they are responsible for their choices, and most dont understand mental illness properly and to me its not that black and white.
I want to know whether you think you truly have the capacity to be at fault for a decision youve made if it is something you would not have done outside an acute depressive episode.
Four abilities are usually assessed with decision making when I was looking around. The only studies I found were for research purposes (which saddens me, but thats a whole other topic).
The four abilities:
Understanding
Appreciating
Reasoning
Ability to express a choice
Now I cant say I know the exact ways to interpet these 4 things right now without further research but, do you feel you possess these abilities during a severe depressive episode? Do you possess some and not others? Does it vary?
My answer would be during a severe depressive episode, I do not possess any of these reliably at every moment. It is not consistent enough for me to able to say I possess any of them during these times.
Thank you for reading ♡ | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
For a few years now i've been having these 4-5 month periods of just malaise and insecurity. I feel so selfish writing this. My parents refuse to get me tested for depression, So i can't say that I have it. I am ugly. No one wants to talk to me because i'm not cool enough. If they are seen with me theyre automatically labeled as un-cool. I hate everyone. theyre so fucking selfish and fake. To me it hurts more to be rejected by a potential friend than a potential girlfriend. The only friends I have see that i'm sad or im not motivated, and they try and force me to open up, and when they finally force me to they try to become my therapist. Then I become a burden to them and they feel the need to check up on me. And then they use my problems against me if I make them mad. I am so fucking selfish and everyone lies to me. Recently one of my only friends, a girl, i fell in love with, backstabbed me. She had been for many months now. I confessed my love for her 7 months ago and we've been “more than friends†for a while.. I realized that she only did this because she felt bad for me. She leaked my affectionate love notes and my personal problems to my only friends, who then laughed at me, called me a simp and stopped talking to me. I'm too affectionate with people. My past relationships have always failed because i'm not a strong independent man. I'm a needy baby when it comes to the relationship and no girl wants a needy baby let alone an ugly fuck like me. I see girls at my school who look exactly like the girl who backstabbed me and it fucking eats me away inside knowing I have no chance. I want out. I just want to press escape and quit. I'm too scared to jump off a building and I only would feel comfortable with a gun. But I don't know if this is for real or just angst..? I just want to stop going to school everyday seeing everyone have friends, girlfriends, good looks, making experiences knowing I cant achieve that. Its like my life is just showing me what I cant have and I want it to stop. Its eating away at me. | Bias/Abuse, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Fuck everything I've worked so hard and prayed so much and it's all still going so bad.
I don't know what to do anymore I can't even wake up without crying I hate this | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
But I guess hooking up with a member of a gang will get me there quicker :)
(I do not want anyone to stop me or offer advice. I'm tired of giving back fake "thank you, I appreciate your concern" messages.) | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Welp, just got done with another batch of doctors visits and the results are in, I will be crippled for the rest of my life.
But that's not what bothers me, I've had plenty of time to come to terms with my condition and the affect it will have on my quality of life and my life expectancy.
What bothers me is the soul crushing loneliness, I havent had a girlfriend in years and I haven't been physically touched in what seems like forever.
I spend all day in a shitty little side room by myself writing and hardly see hide nor hair of another person besides my dad most of the time.
I'm pretty done with it all to be honest, I don't really see any reason to continue living like this. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
My bedroom and bathroom look like a hurricane struck them and I can't even eat normally, if at all. I can barely move. That's not an exaggeration, just doing simple tasks feels like agony. I haven't self-harmed in almost a year, yet I feel like relapsing. I just want to give myself alcohol poisoning or jump off of a bridge over an interstate. I feel like a burden on my fiancé. I know he loves me and that he's concerned but he has his own problems and I'm only adding to his. I don't recognize myself anymore. I don't know who the fuck I am. I dread the future. Watching my boomer parents suffer from addiction, depression and loneliness and struggle to afford retirement doesn't give me high hopes. I despise the fucking world. I want no part of any of this cruel, selfish, violent, disgusting place. I don't have the energy to partake in this rat race just to survive.
If you've read this far, thanks for taking the time. Sometimes all someone needs is to vent and not hold back their real thoughts and feelings. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I had posted a little while ago but honestly I feel like this applies to me now. I don't trust myself and I'm scared and I can't talk to my parents but I don't wanna call the hotline because I don't wanna go back to the hospital. I'm sorry. I'm scared | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Just a little insight about my life
3 years ago I lost the last vehicle I would ever own
3 years ago I lost the I only place i had to live
Ive lost at least 2-3 jobs in a 3 year span
2 years ago I lost the girl i loved
1 year ago I lost a career I was failing in
6 months ago i was eating good, showering daily I got a job and started fixing my life made plans fo get another car pay some debt
Today I am jobless, homeless, hungry don't shower often dont eat much, isolate my self
Because I miss life. I miss going out and being able to socialize and I miss like dating and stuff and wearing clean clothes paying bills on time and not being behind miss having a drivers license and not being in fear everytime I get behind the wheel, miss having the Apartment for having girls just come over when ever they want, I miss eating good I miss shopping for things,
Im barely living and have been doing that for the past 3 years
Everytime I get a job I try and fix my credit, and I can never seem to keep with it
I have to live my life with zero payments and buy everything with cash because I clearly can not keep up with them
Do things really get better with time? | Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I had a thought today while I was mulling over what a shitty mood I've been in lately. Basically I was thinking about how my latest depressive episode was lasting longer than usual, about how tired I was and all I wanted to do was take a long ass nap and just chill for a few days- I wanted to not have to deal with all the responsibilities on my plate right now, and thought about how great it would be if I could have someone “take my shift†for my life this week.
And it just popped into my head that maybe that's what happens when we get thrown back into depressive episodes- maybe someone has been feeling so shitty for such a long time that the universe has decided to give them a break and I'm the one that's been chosen to “take the shiftâ€, bearing some heavy emotions, etc. And that when I'm lucky enough to have some free time for an afternoon snooze or just to watch a movie, someone else is taking my “shift†for a while.
Idk.
Feels like I'm connected to a bigger picture in a contributing way somehow! | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I'm freaking out. I feel so empty and worthless and depressed. I don't have insurance so I called the er to see how much it would cost. They told me to call some office between 8-5 on the weekdays to find out, so idk.
I dont wanna hear call the helpline, because I've called several and no one gives a shit and they really dont help.
I'm looking to just getting drunk enough to the point where killing myself wont be so scary to do.
I'm really fucking lost. I'm fucking done. | Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I feel really worthless because The only thing keeping me alive is a video game coming out in 15 days (DOOM eternal) and it won't even last for long. I've been told to tell CAHMS if anything is bothering me but anxiety tells me no.
I'm considering jumping off the only skyscraper in my city when I finish the game because there will nothing else to make me happy. I'm just glad that there is something in the world that will make me happy, that is only for a short while though | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I just can not keep doing this anymore. I keep reaching out for help, doctors push pills on me (I'm on five now) and therapists just try to push me into blaming my dead father.
I can't afford my home. I can't afford my bills. I can't afford food and even the subreddits that claim to offer help just delete my posts because I lurk and my account doesn't have hundreds of karma.
I do not know what to do. I cry constantly. I hate my life and myself. I can't sleep I can't eat.
I try to open up to people and they look at me like a monster.
I am a monster.
I'm about to lose my home and I have nothing left to sell to try to hang on to it. I sold all my dads belongings to make ends meet, he left those to me so I could have a good fun life and here I am a piece of garbage who can't even work a part time job to buy groceries.
The state turns me away because I have income ($944/mo in disability).
I'm done. I can't do this. Why am I fighting? For who? I'm alone. My chest hurts, my eyes hurts. My head spins and I do not even know if any of this makes sense. I just can't keep this up. I have been fighting since I was a child, I'm a 38 year old man (ha) now. What do I have to offer to this world? All I am is a leech. I have no skills. I was never good in school because of my mental illness and no one would diagnose it.
I hate myself and so does the world. I'll never be more than this. | Finance/Career, Loss and Grief, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I'm 38 and always felt like a screw up.
I'm one of those people that when things start looking good, I'll always fund a way to mess it up and end up back at square one.
I'm constantly down and always thinking about ending my life, like every day.
All that's holding me back is the thought of leaving my 2 young kids, but it also depresses me more knowing how much of a loser their dad is.
I've tried 3 overdoses with Zopiclone which did nothing but I have been practicing with hanging while sitting, I came close to passing out 3 days ago with belt in door but fought to save myself as I knew mrs and kids were due home.
I cant shake the thoughts.
Debt + gambling addiction + pure unhappy | Finance/Career, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I don't wanna live like this. I'm typing as I'm sobbing cause it's just hit me that it won't ever get any better. This is it for me.
I promised myself that I would hold on until I could leave my family in a better financially.
Until my grandma passed away so I couldn't save her up the pain.
But I'm suffering so much. No one fucking likes me. And I don't say anything but god it hurts.
It hurts being alone.
It hurts being rejected.
I've tried to keep going. And perhaps tomorrow I'll wake up and go to work like nothing happened.
But tonight I wanna pretend I'm dying. That when I fall asleep it'll be the last time I see this fucking planet. That when I wake up I won't remember anything. I'll be free. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
These days I don't feel anything to do. I feel completely empty. I still remember I used to enjoy music, having a time in terrace, enjoying the wind and climate. I think I have depression. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I don't think there's any original part about me
I'm just a patch work of other people over what's there to make it seem interesting
Just a bunch of tacky patches on a worn out denim jacket | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Can't shake the thoughts. Sometimes I just go outside at night and look at the moon, hoping that she's lookin too. Anything to convince myself there's still some connection. No need to respond just getting thoughts out of my head. It helps a bit. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I took some time off from college to chill out myself, but I need money. I feel lost that I can't fucking find a job. All the interviews that I got, I was rejected. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Everyone at work is against each other. I've been trying to be a happy medium for weeks and it's all turned to shit. I'm tired of it. I ready for peace again. Peace = you know | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I have been struggling a great deal lately. I suffered an injury and then had to have surgery and then suffered complications. I continue to be in pain everyday. Since the injury happened at work, I was forced to resign my position in order to get a worker's comp settlement. I used the money to pay rent and bills and medical expenses but now it's gone. I have been looking for work since November. And I mean really looking. Every single day. I have had several interviews, but literally have been told multiple times that I was their second choice
I am completely out of money. I am almost out of food. All of my utilities are so far behind, every day I expect them to be turned off. I have received a 3 day notice for my rent. I an about to be homeless.
I do not have any family. I have been sick for so log now, I have very few friends left. I have tried every agency that I can for help and I an repeatedly turned away because they don't have the funds to help me. And they say even if they did, what about next month? They are right. There is no point. | Finance/Career, Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I can do errands and generally go to work. I can make myself go to therapy for now. I'm exhausted the whole time, and it's hard to concentrate, but I can do it. I will admit I've called into work 7 or 8 times this year though. I usually only call in once or twice a year. Whoops.
So I can generally do what I need to do. I can't cook or maintain my personal hygiene though. I've just been microwaving leftovers that someone else made or eating fast food. I haven't showered in 4 weeks. I only brush my teeth once a day, and even then it's half-assed. I haven't brushed my hair in a few days. I lay around when I'm not running errands/working/going to therapy and it makes my body sore as hell.
I've been getting about 4 hours of sleep on average a night. I haven't hung out with anybody in about a month and a half. I text friends, but can't talk about anything other than...ugh. How I feel. It's pathetic.
Am I really depressed if I can "function"? I mean, really. I can do the big things I need to do. Just not the small things. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I can't talk to my therapist about it because she only wants to know if “I'm safeâ€. It just seems like she doesn't actually care about me. They just don't want to look bad for business I guess. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I had a baby recently and regret ever getting pregnant so much. My PTSD is back after giving birth full force and my life is unlivable. My body is ruined. Maybe i'm stupid but I didn't know it would destroy my body or I would have aborted. And I know that's horrible and sounds super vain. But it's not vain. I don't care how i look in clothes or what other people think of how I look. I just need to feel comfortable in my body and like it belongs to me. And I don't. As a result I can't not wear a bra even in my own home because I have so much anxiety about it. Even if it's just me and the baby at home. So i'm always uncomfortable. If someone rings the buzzer i jump and scream. I can't let my partner see my body at all. The thought sends me into a panic attack. So we can't shower together, I sleep fully clothed, I have to go to a different room to change and close the door. No sex ever again. I know he's just going to hate me one day and leave anyway because me being so messed up will drive him away. I can't live my life like this. I can't be a mom like this.
I'm waiting to talk to my therapist again on Monday to explain it all and see if he can help with the PTSD. I have ppd too but that's not even a big deal. I have had PTSD and depression all my life. I can cope with some moderate depression. But these body issues I will never be able to get over.
I'm waiting to see how my body "settles" but that's going to take 6 months to 2 years. If I can't live with it i'm going to kill myself. I can't live the rest of my life like this in agony every day. It's only been 2 months but I don't know how much longer I can wait. I don't know if I can make it to 6 months. | Relationship, Health Concerns, Life Transitions | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Im just so done. Her comment threw me into a spiral and Im not doing well mentally. I have no support system outside of her or my dad, so idk what to do anymore. Im thinking of quitting school since Ive been doing college work for 3 years and Im nowhere close to a degree yet - Im still in CC. | Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Waking up doing the same thing every day, lie in bed for hours, watch some series or game, feel like shit every time I eat, thinking about how things could've been so much better if things went differently. This is every single day.
I just feel like shit when I wake up, when I go to sleep, when I interact with friends, it's so painful to exist, I can't keep going on like this, my life is pointless as it is now, and I don't have any motivation to change it, I just want to stop. I want the pain to stop.
I'm a burden to friends, and to the family I have, I feel so lonely in a house of 4. I'm so lonely in general. I miss my friends but I'm too scared to go outside, I hate myself so much. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
i feel like i'm probably gonna kill myself friday, i don't even know why anymore | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Eating healthy, exercising, socializing, cleaning, meditating, getting sunlight, talking to a therapist, etc.
None of them have made a noticeable difference in how I feel, and I'm tired of trying to do them all when it's just more adding to my struggle. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I know it's not much but as a student living on his own for the first time and being diagnosed with anxiety and depression (I haven't gone out in more than a week) actually getting out of bed to do something feels like an accomplishment as I would normally starve in my bed wondering why I even exist in the first place. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I no longer want to be alive. It's not worth it to fight this pain.. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
It's only freshman year and already I've been bullied, cut from every team I've tried out for, my grades are slowly falling, my homecoming date literally ditched me for another guy, and I'm being made fun of dating because she's only a year younger than me. Why must people so terrible. | Bias/Abuse, Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I've cut myself with many different things over the years. First my nails, then scissors, then razor blades. It just kept going downhill. I didn't think it would get this bad, but I have a three week streak of cutting right now. I go deep every time, and I'm happy when I see blood. I'm addicted, but scared. I'm going to a friends place next weekend, and I'm supposed to bring a bathing suit. I don't know if I can hold off until then. Even now I want to go do it. I still have ones that are healing, I know those will be visible but not that bad. I cut my legs, specifically ankles and shins, because I wear socks every day and to sleep. My friend doesn't know and I don't want to go through the trouble of explaining it and making things weird. How do I stop? They're just cuts I tell myself, but I know there's some emotional damage. Even if they heal in two weeks I won't. I don't know how to put my razor down. Anyone know what to do? | Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
as I was getting ready for an interview for a new job, i was thinking "what if i kill myself? wouldn't that be easier?". I've never been diagnosed with depression or even anxiety because... I've never told doctors about it, about what I'm feeling and thinking, etc. so I don't want to kind of self diagnosed myself as depressed while there is people out there who has been and theirs may be more severe than mine. but... there's period where i constantly feel bad about myself and I just want to end it all.
I just want to know if some of you here feel that way sometimes (or everytime), and how do you live with it? is ever going to change?
(also, sorry I'm French so my english isn't perfect...) | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Its fucking impossible that we only live once and this shitty life is all i will ever get fuck this nightmare | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
i just cant do it i fucked up and i cant be forgiven just kill me i'm sorry | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Got rejected twice today lowest score in my class and lost my last friend i could talk to. My parents say that if i dont get good enough grades they will kick me out ive tried tinder in search of maybe someone i went to 11 likes but found out the hard way people could unlike you. The ones i did match never responded. The only thing keeping me from my own knife is the fact that im too much of a pu55y to do it | Finance/Career, Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Ive been really depressed lately... My math subject at school failed, i keep thinking i wont graduate, i have no energy to go to school anymore so i fake everything and go to a nearby computer cafe even though i only have enough money to commute to my school. I know lifes hard but theres something in my brain that broke... Im not crazy though just uncaring. But i noticed i suddenly grew an interest on one of our kitchen knives, not like to hurt people, its just an odd interest where you imagine the knife killing you painlessly.
But the thing is, i have a phobia of sharp things so i grew up cautious with sharp objects including knives... Its not really bad, i just do stabbing motions on myself, but the point is i consider doing that normal.
I also keep daydreaming while walking and oddly enough i daydream about me getting in a car crash or something similar, which i has a high chance of happening considering im daydreaming. Another point is my fake laughter, i dont know why i keep doing it. I know im probably mentally ill but i have no why of knowing since psychiatrists and therapists costs very much in my country. Anyway im just rambling about my problems but i have a feeling itll all end soon. Just a feeling... | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
In scrubs waiting for the Psychiatrist. Haven't been able to eat or sleep for 2 days after my trauma from 28 years ago was triggered. Not sure what the Psychiatrist will do for me. I still have no appetite. Hoping that I can get something to get me to sleep. Pray for me. | Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
There is utter absence of meaning in my day to day life. I would love nothing more than to feel or do anything other than artificial emotions and automated actions, but alas must take that pill or else it will all crumble, oh and that pill, and maybe these 3 too.
It's a fine line between authentic peace and self destruction that I've been on for what feels like a life time, but unfortunately it's only been a year and that life time is all I have to look forward to. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I just feel like something put there is telling me to kill myself. It just keeps throwing shit out me till I give up. I think I can finally take a breather. And then theres something else to stress about. This time, I was about to be late on rent. But I did all I could to get the money together. (I'm not even gonna say all the things I did to get the money) but then. I just got off work. And I was about to swing by the bank to withdraw the money to lay rent. But then my car wouldn't start. And I'm completely alone in this state. So I had to call someone to come out and jump me. But it wouldn't jump. So I had to spend money to get it towed. Then the damn mechanic shop jerked me around, and ended up fighting with them alot ( I use to be a mechanic so I know when I'm getting jerked around) but they were so incompetent, that it took them 6 hours to basically figure out that the battery needed to be replaced and then do it. They lied to me when they told me the tested the battery when they first pulled it in the bay. They put a new starter on, without telling me until after the fact. And then told me my engine was seized up due to there being 0 oil in it. Which I dont know if I believe, because I just got my oil changed about a week and a half ago. And I know I dont have a leak. So either they were lying or the technician at the luge shop didnt put oil back in my car. But anyway, long story short. They forced me to pay 600$ for basically a battery change. And then I had to go back to work 2 hours later, with no sleep since my last shift. So that was great. But that 600$ was going to be for my rent. No I dont have any money. And I'm not sure what I'm going to do. I think I've finally reached my breaking point. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Besides drinking and crying until I pass out. | Health Concerns | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I'm sad. I hate myself. Hi | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I want to talk to someone who understands this feeling. I'm tired of hearing ''it's going to be okay''. I even tire myself saying it. I just want someone to hug me ad cry about this shitty life with me.... but I can't... I'm alone in this... at least physically.
There's a reason why this subreddit has thousands of members. At least I'm not ''completely'' alone. | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
A few years ago I had a solid group of friends I would hang out with pretty much every weekend. I felt like we could tell each other anything, like out souls were connected. But little by little, they began to drift away. Their social media now filled with photos of people I didn't know with captions all about their 'bestie' or 'sister' or 'wifey'. That used to be me. I ask everyone to hang out, even try reconnecting with old friends, every time I either get ghosted or a simple 'omg I miss u too! I'm just so busy rn but we should totally hang!' with no follow up. I'm alone. Every weekend i sit at home with my cat and watch Netflix. I can feel the stress building up on my shoulders with no relief in sight. I just want to have that experience of being around someone who wants to be around me too. I would kill to have a friend again | Relationship | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
Most nights I struggle to sleep and sometimes I wish I don't even wake up. I'm so tired of feeling like this. Even when I have a good day one thing always drags me down. I don't think I'll ever come out of this. Good night I guess. | None of them | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |
I have a low IQ. Twice I've been tested and both times I got an IQ around 84-85. Somehow, I didn't do entirely awful in school, I was able to be a B student without much studying. When I actually started studying I started to get grades in the 90s and even some at 100%. Even though I skimmed through with exemplary grades, I barely retained any of what I learned. Nobody around me believes that I am stupid because of my grades, but that is all they go off of. I have a poor vocabulary overall, especially in spoken word, and I cannot do basic mental math. I still count with my fingers and I am nineteen years old. I am from a low income, uneducated family so I was innately disadvantaged from birth, also with having my mom smoke weed and cigarettes throughout her pregnancy with me. During the 8th month of her pregnancy I detached from the placenta and they had to preform an emergency c-section. It is very likely that I have brain damage from oxygen deprivation.
I just feel incredibly empty every moment I am awake. My favorite time of the day is when I go to sleep at night, but night always goes by too quickly. Lately I've been spending everyday sleeping because I have much more joy in my dreams. I just want at least an average intelligence, at least. It is unbearable being aware every moment that I am dumb and will only ever be dumb. I have always aspired to leave the financial hole, but everyday that passes reminds me that it will probably never happen. At this point I feel like I am stuck between a rock and a hard place, because I am terrified to leave behind my family and my pets, but I know if I continue living my life will only get worse and worse. Please, if anyone could give me even just a smidgen of hope I will be greatly appreciative. | Finance/Career | You are given a social media post. Your task is to identify the potential causes of a mental health disorder from the following list: 'Bias/Abuse', 'Finance/Career', 'Relationship', 'Loss and Grief', 'Health Concerns', 'Life Transitions', 'None of them'. Each post may have one or more causes. However, if the cause is 'None of them', it should not be accompanied by any other cause. Your response should only include the identified causes, separated by commas, and should not contain any explanatory text or additional information. |