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We are, by this time, quite definitely thinking the thought rather than just viewing it with bare attention. |
The whole sequence takes place in a flash. |
This presents us with a problem. |
By the time we become consciously aware of a distraction, we are already, in a sense, stuck in it. |
In order to answer these questions, we must ascertain the quality of the distraction. |
To do that, we must divorce ourselves from it, take a mental step back from it, disengage from it, and view it objectively. |
We must stop thinking the thought or feeling the feeling in order to view it as an object of inspection. |
The hold of the distraction is thus broken, and mindfulness is back in control. |
At this point, mindfulness makes a smooth transition back to its primary focus, and we return to the breath. |
When you first begin to practice this technique, you will probably have to do it with words. |
You will ask your questions in words, and get answers in words. |
It wont be long, however, before you can dispense with the formality of words altogether. |
Once the mental habits are in place, you simply note the distraction, note the qualities of the distraction, and return to the breath. |
Whatever it is, dont try to repress it. |
Examine the distraction wordlessly, and it will pass away by itself. |
You will find your attention drifting effortlessly back to the breath. |
Despite this piece of sage counsel, youre going to find yourself condemning anyway. |
You condemn yourself for being distracted. |
Its really a very natural, smooth-flowing cycle, if you do it correctly. |
If you can learn to observe these distractions without getting involved, its all very easy. |
You just glide through the distraction, and your attention returns to the breath quite easily. |
Of course, the very same distraction may pop up a moment later. |
If it does, just observe that mindfully. |
If you are dealing with an old, established thought pattern, this can go on happening for quite a while, sometimes years. |
Every bit of energy that you apply to that resistance goes into the thought complex and makes it all the stronger. |
Its a battle you can never win. |
Just observe the distraction mindfully and it will eventually go away. |
Its very strange, but the more bare attention you pay to such disturbances, the weaker they get. |
Observe them long enough and often enough with bare attention, and they fade away forever. |
Fight with them and they gain strength. |
Watch them with detachment and they wither. |
Mindfulness is a function that disarms distractions, in the same way that a munitions expert might defuse a bomb. |
Weak distractions are disarmed by a single glance. |
Shine the light of awareness on them and they evaporate instantly, never to return. |
Deep-seated, habitual thought patterns require constant mindfulness repeatedly applied over whatever time period it takes to break their hold. |
They have no power of their own. |
They need to be fed constantly, or else they die. |
If you refuse to feed them by your own fear, anger, and greed, they fade. |
It is the primary thing that you are trying to cultivate. |
The crucial thing is to be mindful of what is occurring, not to control what is occurring. |
Whatever arises in the mind is viewed as just one more opportunity to cultivate mindfulness. |
Breath, remember, is an arbitrary focus, and it is used as our primary object of attention. |
Distractions are used as secondary objects of attention. |
It actually makes rather little difference what the object of mindfulness is. |
Just maintain that mindfulness, and concentration eventually will follow. |
The purpose of meditation is not to concentrate on the breath, without interruption, forever. |
The purpose of meditation is not to achieve a perfectly still and serene mind. |
Although a lovely state, it doesnt lead to liberation by itself. |
The purpose of meditation is to achieve uninterrupted mindfulness. |
Mindfulness, and only mindfulness, produces enlightenment. |
Distractions come in all sizes, shapes, and flavors. |
Buddhist philosophy has organized them into categories. |
They are called hindrances because they block your development of both components of meditation, mindfulness and concentration. |
bit of caution on this term The word hindrances carries a negative connotation, and indeed these are states of mind we want to eradicate. |
That does not mean, however, that they are to be repressed, avoided, or condemned. |
Lets use greed as an example. |
We wish to avoid prolonging any state of greed that arises, because a continuation of that state leads to bondage and sorrow. |
That does not mean we try to toss the thought out of the mind when it appears. |
We simply refuse to encourage it to stay. |
We let it come, and we let it go. |
When greed is first observed with bare attention, no value judgments are made. |
We simply stand back and watch it arise. |
The whole dynamic of greed from start to finish is simply observed in this way. |
We dont help it, or hinder it, or interfere with it in the slightest. |
It stays as long as it stays. |
And we learn as much about it as we can while it is there. |
We watch how it troubles us and how it burdens others. |
We notice how it keeps us perpetually unsatisfied, forever in a state of unfulfilled longing. |
From this firsthand experience, we ascertain at a gut level that greed is an unskillful way to run your life. |
All of the hindrances are dealt with in the same way, and we will look at them here one by one. |
Desire Let us suppose you have been distracted by some nice experience in meditation. |
It might be a thought of love or even the physical sensation of bliss that comes with the meditation experience itself. |
Whatever it is, what follows is the state of desiredesire to obtain whatever you have been thinking about, or desire to prolong the experience you are having. |
No matter what its nature, you should handle desire in the following manner. |
Notice the thought or sensation as it arises. |
Notice the mental state of desire that accompanies it as a separate thing. |
Then notice how long it lasts and when it finally disappears. |
When you have done that, return your attention to breathing. |
Aversion Suppose that you have been distracted by some negative experience. |
It could be something you fear or some nagging worry. |
Whatever the actual substance of the thought or sensation, you find yourself rejecting or repressingtrying to avoid it, resist it, or deny it. |
Notice the state of rejection that comes with it. |
See how long it lasts and when it fades away. |
Lethargy Lethargy comes in various grades and intensities, ranging from slight drowsiness to utter torpor. |
We are talking about a mental state here, not a physical one. |
Sleepiness or physical fatigue is something quite different and, in the Buddhist system of classification, it would be categorized as a physical feeling. |
Mental lethargy is closely related to aversion in that it is one of the minds clever little ways of avoiding those issues it finds unpleasant. |
It is an enforced stupidity pretending to be sleep. |
This can be a tough one to deal with, because its presence is directly contrary to the employment of mindfulness. |
Note the state of drowsiness when it arises, and note its extent or degree. |
Note when it arises, how long it lasts, and when it passes away. |
The only thing special here is the importance of catching the phenomenon early. |
You have got to get it right at its conception and apply liberal doses of pure awareness right away. |
If you let it get a start, its growth will probably outpace your mindfulness power. |
When lethargy wins, the result is the sinking mind, or even sleep. |
Agitation States of restlessness and worry are expressions of mental agitation. |
Your mind keeps darting around, refusing to settle on any one thing. |
You may keep running over and over the same issues. |
The mind refuses to settle anywhere. |
Restlessness imparts a certain feeling to consciousness. |