context1: Narcissus becomes enthralled with his own reflection in a deep pool in the forest and when he realizes it is his own reflection he takes his own life. Gray sees the life of John which is a reflection of the life Gray could have had with Shana. He realizes he can never be <strong>happy</strong> and goes <strong>mad</strong>.
context2: I saw the whole thing and ordered him to dive and bail out immediately. To my intense relief I saw him leave the aircraft and his parachute blossom. I was <strong>happy</strong> to get this Airacobra, but I was <strong>mad</strong> at myself for not harkening to my intuition not to fly with Günther Capito.