dialouge: : Why didn't you want to come here? Because I don't respect therapy, because I'm a scientist.
  Because I invent, transform, create, and destroy for a living, and when I don't like something about the world, I change it.
  And I don't think going to a rented office in a strip mall to listen to some agent of averageness explain which words mean which feelings has ever helped anyone do anything.
  I think it's helped a lot of people get comfortable and stop panicking, which is a state of mind we value in the animals we eat, but not something I want for myself.
  I'm not a cow.
  I'm a pickle When I feel like it.
  So you asked.